I can't with life I give up everyone sees me as the bright friend but I am not I want to kms.
The boys in my class aren't making it better they agreed that I am ugly and worthless which is true but they didn't need to be honest.
I am not going to make it to 15
I haven't slept in 5 days
I stay in my room for a reason I hate the outside so much I want to crush my feelings so bad and my " best friend " I don't think we were even friends in the first place.
Emily (name drop) isn't making feel better we are mean to each other cause we don't take it to heart but I do Emily doesn't BUT I DO TAKE IT TO HEART
The teacher yelling at you is the worst feeling I am ready for death I love my family but I am ready for death
My mom sees me as a AMAZING drawer and thinks I am really good with math but I am not. my dad loves me but doesn't support me at all
I hate when the teacher yells at you cause the whole class hears the conversation we are having but when you start to cry you have to keep it hidden so people don't worry about you...
I HATE SCHOOL they say "We care about your mental health" but they don't the school only care if you did the homework and get good grades when I fall asleep one day I got to stay over night at the school and GET ALL OF my work done in that one night or I have to stay over for another day.
Great someone made fun of my looks now
