Not A Love Story

life lately

Fuckkkkk. My mom knows everything. On new year's I called my mom and told her everything about everyone, but the only problem was that I told her about Mso

I told her that MSO I'd kiara's boyfriend. Fuckkkk, now I'm screwed af. MSO's birthday is literally round the corner and I'm fucked. IRL, MSO and Kiara don't even talk. I told both of them about this lie, and everyone in our group knows about this, but they were hella mad at me. What was I supposed to do? Our teacher caught us sitting together, and she took Kiara to a side and asked her if there was something "fishy" going on between us. Of course, we all panicked and started to ignore each other. Now, the entire class knows about this and max all of the teachers suspect us. Please, Lord, help me!

FLASHBACK

I heard a door shutting so loud that I panicked and woke up. It was very blurry when I saw my mother barging in my room.

"Mata, do you need anything?" I ask her in a feeble voice

"Wake up I have to talk to you" She said in anger

"Haanji (yes)"

"Are you having an 'affair'?" She said in suspicion

"Wha- no!"

"Today, when I reached your school, someone told me you were having an affair and that you have matching rings and also that you rubbed your hand so bad that it bled and all because of a guy!" Mata said like she was disappointed at me.

"Nhi Mata, I did not do any of these." I explained it to her and tried to remove her doubt, bus she was so convinced by that person that I lost my mind and asked her "who tf told you this?"

She didn't reply and left the room

I panicked and texted all my friends and they all said to ask her but I couldn't. I was nervous and guilt stricken.

BACK TO PRESENT

uff this shit just gets on my nerves. Finally the schools are reopening and now I can die in peace there.

NEXT DAY

I wake up and get dressed.. normal school routine right? I'm just clueless right now. What should I do? Tie a rakhi on his wrist? Treat him like my brother? I mean, I call him bro, but xx
I sit in the bush and look around... aditi and sid? Where tf are they?

I am so done with my life, I swear. I open a novel and decide to fight a dragon. I wish if I were in those stories as the female protagonist. Will it all be the same, or will I find people who stay with me longer than my scars? Will I ever fall for the misunderstood villan who burns the world for me?

I was on cloud 9 when I saw that I was already inside the school building. I rushed inside and found MSO inside the class.  His group of friends surrounded him like always. I always felt that the uniform was stupid until I saw him in it. He looked like a dream. His eyes are this magical shade that goes out with his skin. His hair is wavy and curly at the same time. He is-

"Oi ananyaaaaa. Kaha kho gayi?" (Where are you lost) in his eyes. I thought and then I flashed back to reality where ishnavi was clapping in front of my eyes.

"Yes ishi sorry. Bol." I replied nonetheless

"Happy new year brooooo" She hugged me, and instantly, his eyes darted towards us.

I took out a letter and gave it to her . It said 'MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR'

She thanked me and as soon as she left, he came. "Hey um I got something for you" he said

"Um sorry what?" Stupid me, I was looking at his dreamy face instead of listening to him

"I got something for youuu" he replied and took out a book from his bag which read 'ICEBREAKER' and handed it to me

"YOU FUCKING GOT ME A BOOK?" I was surprised and that moment everything went still. He got me a book and I got him a stupid letter? Wtf ananyaa nooo. You can't take this from him and so "no" I declined

"Yaar lele naaa (take it)" he said in frustration

"No na nahi non nako nine" I said no in every language I could.

He left

I was upset at myself but after an hour or so when I opened my bag I found the book. I felt like he was doing me a favor but then I decided to take it because a plan came up to my mind. I will annotate the book and return it to him. He can't deny it right and so I'll take it. With that in my mind I took it and said thank you like abnormal human being that I am. Except nothing is normal about me and I don't feel human lately.

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Hey yall Nora here!!! I am so excited to publish this chapter or I was. If mso is reading this, dear mso that is exactly how I feel when I see your face. The way you walk the way you talk the way you make me feel inside... I love you soooooooooooooo much more than the world... consider this as your birthday gift 1 ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️