In Gods Hands

Chapter Five

Tarot cards! Not just any deck of tarot cards! No, any deck of tarot cards would generally have the devil, hanged man and swords and fire and i didn't want to depress us evern further because clearly we had the worst of luck................. but Angel Tarot Cards! THIS, THIS, THIS would definately work to tell me the future! II also had a PDF book on telling the future, this be future predictions of people though, and we needed something supernatural. Not that i was of the belief that she would ever had to be contacted when in a spirit world, no, she was right here infront of me, but just incase: Great minds had thought alike, and she supplied me with a oiji board too. Birthday present of the morbid facination and curiosity thought.
Now, I was of the firm belief that if one spoke in Prayer using tarot cards and asked Jesus, God and Holy Angels of GOD to work through revealing certain cards, one would genuinely get an accrate and correct answer.
So that is exactly what we did and this be the fact, i mentioned that we were very open minded people and r eally mean this, deep felt in my heart..... i meant it.....
The cards revealed Archangel Chimuel ---- that a new life was going to start. This was...open to interpritation... but the card instructions said a new life of a person, perhaps a baby, perhpas a new relationship, or perhaps a new life for her cured and healed. She was the one interpriating... and she didn't tell me that the baby was an option. This, she kept a secret.
The second card was Archangel cassiel - that there would be word and signs from Gods realm, hearing God and/or jesus Christ speak, seeing and speaking to an Angel of God, or God forbid it seeing a ghost, but Kezia reasssured me it wouldn be another shit scary.
The last card was An Angel of peace and war and revealed that something terrible would happen that we would not know if one would make it out and live or be taken by God, and i like... "You were saying?"
She nodded and said, "Guilty...." and we laughed and laughed, and then i went into a deep depression, and then kezia revealed to me that the one way of escaping this terriible event and experience was by faith in God, so, "That's hopeful. I read your book of hope, by the way. It gave me Hope."
"It gave me hope too. I think it was meant to do that. We should just say to the author... well done. we just wanted to say... we are proud of her."
my faith was entirely that she would be cured, and I aksed Jesus Christ do heal and cure her. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and i felt a pressure on my hand, holding my hand tightly, and i thought, "Dad. Alan. This is you from Heaven, isn't it?"
"I am Your Father God Allah The Almighty. I have work for you to do for God and jesus."
"I will do anything for you, God, I accept with all my heart."
There was a new line of study I came accross the next morning................ I decided to train in finding out how ones brain, their very minds, can cure and heal them. That one could cause a very brain functioning to focus on healing, and build more white blood cells.This was a different approach to the ones the hospitals were using, but perhaps, just perhaps, this was my answer.
Because the hospitals had no answers..................