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In the dark

7 years ago

So quiet , silence,I can't hear a thing ,I groan as I try to flutter my eye lids but my eyes are so weak ,am scared, am I in my bed? ,where's is mum? And dad? Is he still in the barn ? Nah I don't think so maybe his helping my mum to cook ,but why am I in so much pain? Ahh ! My head hurts I wince as my memories zone in ,I remember..... The house ,aunt's Christina death, running, warriors,dad.. I feel tears drop from my closed eyes ,dad.. is he okay ? ..,mom,..noo no no ooo she dead I saw them rip her apart no no it drops more ,the blood is too much so much , ..... But where am I ? Why cant I open my eyes? , my back are stiff, it so silent,or did I turn deaf? Ohm my God am so scared, am I dead is it why I can't move my body? Please help mee ,someone? Anyone? I can't move, I cant see ,what's going on ? What's day is it ? I cry more but they just drip and drip from my closed eyes as I remember my mom
" Hi"I hear a voice
" Whose that pls help? Who are you?" I panic is it those people are they here to hurt me ? Are they going to kill me?.. ohh moon goddess please save me I want to meet my mom and daddy again,maybe this is just a bad nightmare I will probably wake up and it will be back to normal yes yes that's it
" Hi " I hear the same voice but this time is like it's coming from my thoughts,like am the one talk to my self," who are you?"

" Hi am your wolf and my name is Jamie ,am so sorry for your lost, the moon goddess sent me to you because of how special you are "

My wolf? Yes I remember my mama and dada saying how every werewolf should have one immediately they are born , but I never had one my mom was so worried, but I remember them saying how am still special to them ...now they are gone
I start crying my heart is broken as if a part of me have been ripped out my happiness my parents are they with the goddess ? Are they with the star? , looking and protecting me from above ? I weep more ,what have we done to deserve this ? I miss mom ,I miss dad and the cows

" i hope that even if your world is so dark and harsh now there is always light at the end of the tunnel trust me " those were the world that my wolf Jamie told me and I will never forget, at that moment is like Jamie was the present my parent sent to me to not make me feel alone ,for me to always remember that they are with me in my heart but even though I can't help but feel sad.. I just weep with my wolf comforting me even though I can tell his also hurt..

I don't know how long I was stuck in my own brain , griefing for the lost of not only my parents,but for the loss of my happiness,but my home ,my safe place
Thirsty and hunger are the only two words I can describe in my mind right now..
With my wolf comforting I was tired of being in my mind am tired of staying back I need to open my eyes. With that new found determination I peer my eyes open with much difficult..but I am met with darkness , it's so dark and so cold that I shiver ,am I sure I opened my eyes ? It so dark with much effort I try to focus on my vision but it's so dark until.." u can use your wolf vision " Jamie says " hu? What's wolf vision?" I say " all werewolf has a wolf vision it help us to see in the dark and it's good for hunting in the night " he says" how do I do it?" I ask " just try am imagine the sun and it will turn on like a switch " okay I might as well try it ,I imagine the sun like he says and all of a sudden is like a flash has been in in my head and my eyes glow and all of a sudden am a ble to see my surroundings, it's like am in a dusty old place ,it smells like dust mixed with blood faint blood,it like an underground block trail I see a bungalow in the hook like a cage is like .... Oh moon goddess am in a dungeon,where am I ?,I cry more , it's so cold ,am so hunger,am so thirsty, who are this people? ,why did they kill my parents? Dis we do anything wrong ?, we are good people.. I weep silently cause I can't seem to find my voice because how thirsty I am
" Will we be okay"? I ask Jamie

" I promise you that we will child"he replys

I really hope he means it I crawl into a fatal position and wrap my arm around my body rocking my self hoping to ease the pain of grief and pain....

Not knowing and oblivious that the real pain has just begun.....

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