Noelle PoV
Jadon has been away on preseason for a week and is soon to be back home in a week or so, we haven't really spoken while him being away just small messages of a morning asking if I slept and if I'm okay and is the baby okay
Jadon has left me to decide on us!
To decide whether I want us to be together or call things quits.
This morning I woke up to my phone ringing, i searched the bed for my phone and when I found it I answered the call
"Morning" Jadon says
"Morning" I replied
"Sorry baby did I wake you?" He asked
"Yeah but it's fine I needed to be up 15 minutes ago clearly I didn't set my alarm" I say
"Oh okay, how did you sleep?" He asked
"Yeah alright" I say
"And how's lil man?" He asked
"Okay I think, going to a scan today" I say
"Oh yeah my mom and sister is joining you?" He asked
"Yeah I invited them" I say
"Okay cool, I'm gonna go so I will speak to you later or something!" He says
"Can I call you so you can see him later?" I asked
"Yeah course, but if I don't answer just send me a picture but I will try" he says
"Okay"
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After speaking to Jadon I got out of bed and made the sheets and started getting ready for the day, I invited Jadon mom and his sister to join me at the scan today as I have already had my mom come with me I want Jadon mom to experience too and I also think speaking to them too may help on my choice
Just as I finished getting ready and making my way downstairs Jadon mom and sister had arrived
"Hiii" I say giving Bianca a big hug
Then giving latia a hug
"Look at the bump" latia says putting her hand on my stomach
"I know for some reason I look big today" I say
We then got in my car and I started driving to the scan appointment.
The whole scan appointment went well and I ended up having to send pictures to Jadon as he didn't answer his phone
"Shall we go for breakfast?" I asked the both of them which they agreed too
"So how are you?" Bianca asked
"Yeah fine, I think" I say
"Oh Noelle" she says and I gave her a small smile
"What happened when he came back?" Latia asked
"I sort of lost my shit a little, for some reason I was more upset with his friends cause I know from previous vacation of a morning when we are all sitting eating breakfast Jadon sorts of plans the days so he would of mentioned about later on that night, his friends had the whole of Am to mention it to me but they didn't!
I have hurt him by not wanting to talk or sleep in the same bed as him but he has hurt me too. Nothing much happened after but before he left he just asked me to 'think about us'" I say
"And how do you feel?" Bianca asked
"I love Jadon so much with all my heart
I really never knew it was possible to love the way I love him, I have always said if Jadon cheated on me I would take him back the once, however if anything B I'm just scared of bring the baby up on my own.
I didn't want a baby yet it was Jadon but he promised we would do it together and now I just feel like I have been left on my own" I say
