JUST A LITTLE TIME (Your's Truly, Written Poems)

I'M SORRY

I've disappointed you again.

I'm sorry for making a mistake.

I'm sorry for being forgetful.

I'm sorry for being like that and doing this.

I'm sorry for hurting you.

I'm sorry for not being able to do that.

I'm sorry for not being able to make you proud.

I'm sorry for being dumb.

I'm sorry for being weak.

I'm sorry for making you weak.

I'm sorry for not being brave.

I'm sorry, I live

I'm sorry to disappoint you.

I don't want to be like this.

If I know that I'll be just like this,

I just wish to not exist.

I feel sorry for myself.

I'm sorry for not giving justice to what I want.

I don't want this.

I don't want that.

I don't want this body.

I'm sorry for being dumb.

I'm sorry, I've disappointed you again.

It's not my wish to live again and again,

Just to feel pain

But my mind tells me to live.

I'm afraid to die.

Because I'm afraid to disappoint them again.

And I'm afraid to disappoint myself over and over again.

I'm sorry