JUST A LITTLE TIME (Your's Truly, Written Poems)

To my younger self

I feel sorry for you, and I feel sorry for myself.

To my younger self, can I talk to you?

To my younger self, I'm sorry.

To my younger self, don't

Don't follow me here.

Stay there, because your future self is not happy.

I'm not content with who I am.

I felt so humiliated and ashamed.

To my younger self, are you proud of me?

I'm still holding on; I'm still fighting.

Even if I don't know if it is worth it,

Even if I don't feel happy,

Even if the world is not my savior,

I only have myself.

To my younger self, please be happy there; don't come here.

To my younger self, I'm sorry for what I did.

To my younger self, you are happy there; don't come here.

To my younger self, please hug me.

Is it worth fighting for?

Am I worth it?

Why do I always like the odd one?

Why am I always the different one?

Why am I always the loser?

Why am I always like this?

They are happy, and I am not.

For my exam, I reviewed, but it's not enough.

I review, and they just chill.

I review, we review

But

But they got the highest, and I got the lowest.

Again, I'm so disappointed.

Again, I lose.

I'm sorry, younger self; we lose again.

I always say sorry, and it tickles my heart.

It tickles my heart to the point that I'm no longer myself.

I'm always sorry, waiting for a miracle.

I'm always sorry, pitying myself.

I became like this; is it my fault?

I was happy before, but it's the other way around now.

So just stay there, younger self, and be happy.

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