" Version Boy "

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Two | January 25

𓏲⊹ ࣪ ˖𓂃⊹₊⋆𓍼⋆⭒˚。⋆⊹₊ ⋆

If I was brought to this world as a boy, do you think my parents would have loved me more?

If I show up as a version of my father instead of the woman that caused me to be what I am today. Do you think I would have been loved like a gem? Maybe if I was a boy, my dad would look at me differently. praise me like a proud side, raise me with a smile and hit me a little lighter.

And maybe this time my mom would call me beautiful, no longer having to face a copy of herself. A copy of trauma and memory. Maybe in this version she would be the one to accept an embrace from me.

𓏲⊹ ࣪ ˖𓂃⊹₊⋆𓍼⋆⭒˚。⋆⊹₊ ⋆

~Horikell

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