Dear Patrick (FOB/Patrick Stump FanFic)

Chapter 9

September 15, 2004

I promised. I did and I won't deny it, but how can you live with the guilt of not being enough for the woman you poured your heart into?

I sat in the chair flipping through channels while waiting for my love to return home. I have some paranoia about it. Where is she? What's she doing? Who's she doing? Why isn't she here? Stop Patrick!

I heard the door click and open, she stood there not realizing I could see her. She had a scarf around her neck, and you're probably thinking what's wrong with that?

It's fall.

I stood up and walked over to her, my eyes wondering in suspicion, "Where have you been?" I inquired, crossing my arms.

"I told you already." She slurred her words and stumbled into the living room, sliding down her jacket.

I grabbed her arm and pulled her towards me, ripping the scarf off of her neck, "Hickeys..." I sighed in disbelief, "You're such a fucking slut, you know that?" I pushed her to the floor and laughed as she cried. This wasn't me, no. But I've reached my breaking point.

"Patrick I'm sorry!" She cried out in fear, "I've fallen out of love with you." She blurted out. She fell out of love with me when all I did was love her.

"Then there's no reason for me to stay..." I sighed, holding back tears as I walked slowly upstairs. I grabbed a suitcase and packed what was mine and made my way back downstairs. I walked over to her and kissed her softly.

"Goodbye..." And with that, I walked out the door.