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Chapter 14

Alyssa Pov

My son has been attending his new school for a week now and he loves it. He's already made a friend and he doesn't feel left out like he used to at his. He loves his new school and he's so happy he switched to school. I now see a smile on my son's face every day now when he gets home from school and not a sad one like they're used to be.

I told everyone at the house that my son got into the school. I told them that my son might be changing schools because one day I came into the station not myself like everyone could tell I was annoyed because I picked my son up from school to find out that he was left out and didn't want to go to school anymore. They were all really happy.

And in two days, we are telling Christopher about his dad. Eddie asked me the other day. And I told him I would let Christopher know about him when we made that deal. And Christopher is now settled in and now it's time to make that deal happen. Eddie's gonna come over to her house in two days and we're going to sit down with Christopher and tell him.

Eddie told me that he told Shannon about Christopher and he said she didn't sound too happy. he said she was pissed because I kept something from him and I shouldn't have but then she also realized that this means she has a son now since she's married to Eddie and Christopher is now Shannon's step kid! I do not want that woman to be my son's mother! Something tells me, Shannon's gonna wanna fight for custody, Eddie has that feeling also since she already mentioned the word custody to him, and that he should fight for it. And he told me he doesn't want to do that because he knows how much it will break because he knows they will win!

We're also planning on telling the team about me and Eddie's past and how he is Christopher's father. we're planning on telling them sometime next week since they're gonna be seeing Christopher around Eddie a lot and calling him dad! I talked to my father and Athena about everything they think it's time we tell everyone. And that truths are going to come out and they can't be kept a secret more longer. 

I've also grown closer to Athena and she is starting to feel like a mother figure to me. Me and May are also growing closer, we've been hanging out a lot more often now and we're starting to feel like sisters. I really hope my dad marries Athena because I would love to call May my sister!

Next month is Christmas and I can't wait! I love spending Christmas with family! Me and my dad would spend Christmas together with Christopher. My favorite thing about Christmas is spending it with family. Me and family on Christmas is all I want! But this year I'm spending it with my dad, Athena, her kids and some friends. That's there plan so far but it might change. There still time!

I heard that yesterday was a very interesting call! Where there was a girl named Lola on a highway sign trying to get the attention of her husband. I have heard that it was not the greatest call but things turned out good at the end. kind of wish I was there to see it happen, I wasn't working yesterday because Christopher had a cold and I got to be there for my kid. Even though I have Carla, when Christopher is sick, I don't really like when she comes over because I don't want her to get sick. Which she understands, but she always says if I ever need her when he's sick just call her. The only time I would actually do that is if me and Christopher were sick and I couldn't really do anything to take care of him. When we both had the flu, I was able to take care of myself and Christopher but I did have some slight help from my dad with him bringing medicine and soup since I wasn't in the mood to cook anything!

Gas station call again! We get called here a lot because of the same person robbing. We get called to them a lot because some guy and his side chick rob it! This guy has like so many girlfriend, somtimes it's the same one and sometimes it's not.

"Oh Buck is back" I say after hearing Bobby and Buck talking about Buck with the reporter who they saved during the time I was out. Which she also did a documentary on the station which I was also not in because that was also during the time I was out, but my name was mentioned a few times in it by my coworkers.