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Date: 17th September 2015

Age: 34

Eileen Lily Snape is dead. She died of alcohol poisoning at the age of 35. It's no surprise that Eileen has died of this, she has had a horrible life and alcohol is her way of coping.

From birth until Hogwarts, Eileen wasn't allowed to be outside or to be known by the public. Even when she moved to Malfoy manor, the snape sisters were only allowed to be seen by me, Roxie, Sophia, Draco, Celestia, my parents and Lexie.  This would have had a terrible affect of her mental health and physical health. Never bring allowed outside.

From 1982 - 1985, Eileen had to watch as her mother got sicker and sicker. She had to watch as her mum struggled to look after her and her sisters. She had to watch as her mother stopped being able to do things. Then when her mother did die, in 1985, Professor Snape didn't let her know that lolly Black had died untill the day he left to go to Hogwarts. He left my parents to deal with them giving and my parents aren't the best with emotions. They say it's a weakness.

Then when Eileen finally came to Hogwarts in 1991, she was split away from her twin, Lilith Lolly Snape. Lilith was sorted into Slytherin and Eileen was sorted into Gryffindor. Two houses that hated each other.  Eileen had been took away from the person who had been at the side of her, her while life and put in a house that would hate her.

On valentines day 1993, something happened that changes Eileen forever. She found out her boyfriend had been cheating on her with many Slytherin woman and only dating her for the potion grades. Eileen was heart broken. For the rest of the year, she wouldn't leave her bed. She cried all day and night. She lost the person she loved and trusted with her whole heart. Then 3rd year, she changed to protect herself. She became a heartbreaker. She broke other's hearts before they could break up. She started wearing revealing clothing and started making out with so many people. She started getting into fights and was always arguing with Professor Snape. She stopped trusting people fully. She stopped loving people. She stopped trying in class and was always in detention. Then in 4th year, she started having sex with so many people, all over Hogwarts.

In the battle of the ministry, Eileen had to fight against her own twin. Lilith faught on the side of the dark lord in the battle of the ministry and Eileen faught on the side of the audio. She had to fight her own sister. She stopped talking to Lilith after than. She just sent her twin so many glared. But at christmas 1996, she finally talked to Lilith. A argument between two twins became a duel between to enemies. A duel that took a life. Star was in the wrong place at the wrong time but she was killed during that duel. Lilith ran away that Christmas and Eileen was never the same. Sure she mainly blamed her twin but she also blamed herself. She started drinking to cope with the pain. Fauna had to drag her away from so many places because Eileen was blackout drunk.

Between September 1997 and May 1998, Eileen had to deal with the punishments of the death eaters. She took the punishments to protect the other students. She did everything to protect the other students. She let the death eaters do whatever they wanted to her to protect the other students, including having Sex. She flirted with the death eaters as to protect the others and to distract the death eaters from the students and herself from her trauma and pain.

On the 2nd may 1998, the day Roxie died, Eileen lost everything. The dark lord and his snake killed her father. Fauna, her little sister, was killed by the demon girlfriend of Natasha Weasley. Skylar did kill Leviah out of revenge. Lilith disappeared.

This is the day Eileen disappeared from the wizarding world. No one knew where she were or what she was doing.

But in 2002, Sophia found her and sent her to rehab with Emberlynn. Eileen started getting better. She stopped drinking. She stopped going to nightclubs. She got a job.  She and Bree helped each other get better.

But in 2003, she started getting worse again. Eileen was babysitting Emberlynn's kids when it was announced that Lilith had turned up at Pansy Nott nèe Parkinson's house, vegging for her to date her again. Only for her to be caught and given the dementors kiss on sight. Bill came home to find Eileen drunk. Eileen got kicked out of that day.

She tried to stay sober but when Emberlynn died in 2005, that was no longer possible. Eileen went back to her old ways. She started drinking again. She spent most of her time in nightclubs again. She lost her job and became homeless again. She disappeared from the wizarding world again and dropped all contact with everyone which also made Bree go back to her old ways.

Sophia informed me that in 2013, Eileen found out she was pregnant. She went back to rehab for the baby and started fixing her life up again for the baby. Only to lose the baby in September 2013 because of alcohol  poisoning. This truly broke Eileen, truly ended her and it just tipped her over the edge.

With all this trauma it's no surprise that Eileen died the way she did at a young age. At least she died doing something she loves. In a nightclub having sex with a rich butch lady.

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