You know what I think ?
People don't deserve me,
Why ?
Because I have battels in my head and I hurt myself..
And they don't deserve me, I,m suppose to be happy with my life. And accept the things that are not okay,
And I don't even know why I,m struggling, like Why the fuck me?
What did I deserve to be like this ?

My parents don't deserve me because they fking love me, and they have the best for me.
My friends don't deserve me because they help me and they also love me and give me good advice.

But still I m fking struggling with myself, and I don't know why??
Yes I hate myself and yes I hurt myself. Because I think that I deserve that.

But you know, I can't just kill myself, because I would hurt people and my best friend don't deserve a dead best friend, and my parents don't deserve a dead daughter, and my siblings don't deserve a dead sister.
I would never have the nerver to hurt people that I love.
And my class mates don't deserve a dead classmate, but I think they don't care, because who would care if am dead ? Not my school,
Because the school system sucks.
And everyone knows that, they are killing us, But they don't see that.

I think we as children are broken, we need to be loved in a broken world.

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