OK SO WE HAD TESTING ALL DAY YESTERDAY AND I WAS IN MRS V'S ROOM (shes my math teacher) ALL DAY CUZ EVERYBODY WENT TO A CERTAIN ROOM TO TEST SO ANYWAY I HAD ONE MY MY BESTIES NAME KATHERINE (i'll stop talking in caps now sorry) and my other friend Brylee. bry and kath aren't really friends they just occasionally talk sometimes
SO ANYWAY kath said she would stay w me all day so i wasn't nervous or anything BUT later she left to go sit w bry bc bry said she wanted to draw a skelton hand on her so anyway i was obvi jealous bc that's me 💀 but anyway i didnt say nothing cuz i didn't wanna be a bitch
later i move my chair to them bc we can do whatever bc we are done testing but then they leave and start cuddling on the bean bags and holding hands (tbh katherine has kinda always been my girl crush) after i went and sat by them 😭 yes im sensitive af but anyway they know they are my only friends in that class so like i was lonely af the whole time
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i started sh again 🤭 shit. lme so my mom moved to tennessee w my stepdad and baby sister in june last year and she didn't want to but she had to bc she needs my stepdads money and stuff (i live in texas so its like 11 hours away maybe idk) and she visits sometimes but it's never for more than 4 days because everytime she does visit it's for my stepdads work hes an insurance adjuster or something
so anyway like last week or the week before she was only here for 2 days and my sisters b day was in a few days so she had a party here and then she left and yk i tend to miss my birth giver 🧍♀️so i was super sad and shit but she didn't cry like she literally always does so i knew she didn't miss me that bad so then i cut myself in the shower, i was like 3 months clean
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OKAY SO THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY I THINK my bestie gage told my crush since the beginning of the year who is 2 grades above me who has the biggest afro ever and he plays clarinet like super good ANYWAYS his name is KJ and i was in the band hall at the end of the day and my friends always try to embarrass me when hes around and my bestie Gage screamed "LAILAH GO CONFESS UR LOVE TO KJ" right in front of him and i cussed him out in light speed and tan out that door
ANYWAYS THATS IT BIOTHX
