MAVI (Poems For Those Who Want To Beloved, Unlove And Inlove )

XXVIII

Love Paradox

No one understands the silence within my words
The sadness behind my smile
No one understands the tears I hoard
The unspoken words of mine

Why happiness is so angry at me?
I'm sick and tired of wearing ingenuine smile
Does happiness has an entrance fee?
I'm dying within and it bleeds my every thing

Day by day I told myself not to love you
I find it hard to move on
'Cause I can't unchain the memories in you
'Cause I'm drought of love but I've found oasis in your heart

I knew you really don't care
I'm like an unnoticed fallen leaf
Blew by the wind of sorrow as it whisper
Everything will be gone if the fate becomes the thief

To think you love me is far-fetched
As I inject the word move on in my heart and mind
I promise myself not to cry again
I'll leave you behind

I want to be strong to conquer the world
And to shower melody and harmony in my heart
When you'll love me as I love you then
I'll break your heart into part
So that you'll know the feeling of a broken heart

I love you, I'm not joking
I wanna say goodbye
Even I valued you more than anything!!