The Humble Spare Tire Character Turns Over (Quick wear | BL, MTL)

Chapter 69-70: Something splashed Chao Ci & Two soul fluctuations

Something warm splashed on Chao Ci's face. / [I detected two soul fluctuations in Lin Da. 】

"sorry......"

After Lin Zheng said these three words, he felt very ironic.

This was not the first time he had said sorry to Chao Ci.

But it wasn't the first time that I hurt him after saying I was sorry.

Chao Ci's eyes did not fall on Lin Zheng, but looked ahead blankly.

He ignored Lin Zheng's apology - just as Lin Zheng thought, his apology was useless and ridiculous to Chao Ci. After a long time, he said softly: "I have no glands now."

"There is no compatibility, and I have turned into a genderless weirdo." He finally looked at Lin Zheng's face, "I have no use to you anymore."

Every word he said seemed to cut into Lin Zheng's heart.

Lin Zheng opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked.

He wanted to tell Chao Ci that he didn't want to pester him because of compatibility, but just because... he loved him.

This was an answer he had never wanted to admit before, but it had appeared in his mind over and over again in the past few months. There was a voice telling him this in every corner of reality and illusion.

In more than 20 years, Lin Zheng has never done anything he regrets.

Except for the person he loves the most, he has regretted and made mistakes countless times.

He used to look down on compatibility the most, but he fell in love with Chao Ci, who was 100% compatible with him. Now that Chao Ci had had his glands removed and his compatibility was gone, he still loved him.

Only then did he understand that compatibility is not the original sin, but arrogance and arrogance are.

"I won't pester you anymore, Chao Ci." Lin Zheng closed his eyes in pain and pretended to be calm and said, "When you are discharged from the hospital, I will never appear in front of you again."

"If you want to go to Germany to find Lin Da... I won't stop you anymore."

It was very difficult for him to say this, as if his heart was being torn out.

Chao Ci's empty eyes did not light up again for these words.

Go back now...can you still go back?

Can not go back.

He no longer looked at Lin Zheng, but focused his gaze on the ceiling.

It was as if there was a fire that burned away all the filth and ugliness in his body, including his flesh and blood, leaving only an empty skin.

............

Lin Zheng rarely came to Chao Ci's ward because he knew that he was the person Chao Ci least wanted to see.

The people who usually have the most contact with Chao Ci are the two nursing staff, the nurses and doctors in charge of his ward, and... the psychiatrist invited by Lin Zheng.

Yes, Chao Ci suffered from mental illness, and the doctor recommended Lin Zheng that Chao Ci receive professional psychological treatment.

But even if he hired a psychiatrist, Chao Ci's condition didn't seem to be relieved.

He refused to eat and relied on glucose every day to survive. In a few days, he became so thin that he almost lost his shape.

Lin Zheng was anxious, but he knew that his efforts to persuade him would have no effect, and would be counterproductive.