You spread your palms widely to control everything,
You want everything per your choice,
You want me to act as per you
but do you really know I act for you,
Cause maybe you don't care but all I do is glare at the clock as it's bothering
you and me with it's tick & tock,
I wish I could do more for you but my selfish mind can never lead on from you,
I wanna try so hard that my mind falls apart.
Oh my gracious God,
We're both so good but these vintage roots are pulling us apart,
The gaps between 'us' are breathing a wave of air to all the watered roots,
But why does it feel like
I'm dried up & stuck .
Oh I'm getting so queasy those knots between me & you aren't easy,
They're just getting stronger as the
wind is growing more & more ponder.
Oh my gracious God,
Why are my feet following your will?
Why can't I move past you?
Why do I never want to see you off ?
Why can't I ever be free of it ?
Oh my dearest God,
Let me be free.
