From EX to HUSBAND

CHAPTER 38

I ran out, mom was crying, Hani was consoling Mom, dad was with Ali, wha- what happened?, I was worried, but no one answered me, where is Rayan?  And this time too no one answered me, Mom Dad, I'm asking a question, Hani, why no one answers me and this time without waiting for their answer i went out into the garden because if Rayan was no longer here and the police had also been there then something  bad had happened.

I ran out, the police car was leaving, Rayan was inside, I stopped right in front of the car, he was sitting in the back, I caught up to him very quickly, Rayan, I said as he immediately rolled down the window, "Masheal", he said as from the window I tried to take his hand but the car had already left, I could see how our hands wanted to touch but they didn't join, I was crying, I didn't know what was happening, Ra-Rayan wasn't here, they had taken him away, I thought crying more, Mom came out, "Beta come in", she said hugging me, why they took Rayan away, when he will come back I said crying, "Relax now he will come back In Sha allah", Mom said taking me to the living room.

“Masheal beta, hosla karo,” said Hani, while I was sitting on the sofa, Dad are you doing something why the police brought Rayan?, “Beta the boy and his friends are injured, they are in serious condition In fact they are in the hospital and the only friend of theirs who had managed to save himself from Rayan after Rayan took Aynoor away called the police, Dad I don't care about that, I want Rayan to be at home--, I was talking when Mom asked, "But who had kidnapped Aynoor, who is that boy", asked Mom turning to Aynoor but she didn't answer so I spoke.  Azlan, the boy's name is Azlan, he knew me, he wanted to marry me but after Mama and Baba left for America without me, he called me numerous times, Rayan knows about Azlan, there was also an accident regarding this situation, to win me over he kept bothering Aynoor for so many months, anyway about two or three days ago he stopped doing everything in fact I had called him to tell him one last time that what he was doing was wrong.  Aynoor and I thought that he had changed and that he had really realized but it wasn't like that, as soon as I heard that Aynoor wasn't at home, the first thought was Azlan, I was sure that he had done something... and well that's all in all, everything that is happening and has happened and it's my fault, I even told Azlan that I got married but... i stop, I didn't know what to say because I never thought that the situation could get so bad.

"Beta then it's fine, Rayan shouldn't be in prison if you told us that that boy, what was his name....Azlan, yes Azlan was bothering Aynoor and as long as you stopped him and re-arrested him he continued, well now let's go to the police station to report this and you'll see that Rayan will come back", said Dad passing his hand over my head, Hmmm go now and get Rayan back, "No, now we can't, it's night and they don't accept people at this time so as soon as the sun rises Ali and I will go", Dad but..., "Beta it's almost time for dawn, stay calm, nothing will happen, then Ali and I will go", said Dad while Hani took me to room.  “Beta, nothing will happen, Rayan will be back soon don't worry”, Hani I… I can't see him in pain, I said crying, “Beta you are his wife it's normal that you feel like this but In Sha Allah everything will be fine, now rest you've been running here and there all afternoon", said Hani, covering me with the blanket and turning off the lights and then she went too.  I hadn't fallen asleep, I had just closed my eyes for a while so as not to think about what was happening but I couldn't, I sat down on the bed, I took the pillow where I had rested my head, it smelled continuously of Rayan, I caressed the pillow, and while I was doing it a tear wet my hand and I remembered how he hated seeing tears in my eyes and when he called me 'Mera baccha', Hahah I laughed thinking about how he said it, that boy was driving me crazy in love, that bed, that pillow, that blanket kept smelling like Rayan it seemed like he was hugging me , his smell was enveloping me and my tears didn't stop again, I got out of bed, I wanted to run to Aynoor, I wanted to tell her what I felt and how bad I was.