[𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔]
𝑊𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑎𝑔𝑜, 𝑤𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑜𝑏𝑠𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑒. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒅𝒂𝒚, ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟. 𝑊𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑐𝑦 𝑗𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑢𝑝.
walker had not only been a great friend, but i started gaining an obsession on him. anything he did was so effortlessly incredible. i mostly liked the way he hummed under his breath when reading over scripts, or every 5 minutes, he brushes his tongue over his bottom lip to keep them moisturised. i shouldn't have been paying this much attention to him, but i was. i've felt this tingling in my stomach the first time i saw him. i wanted walker the moment he made sweet eye contact with me. i only care about what he thinks. his opinion is the only important thing in my life.
[𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑣]
𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑐𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒, 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑙𝑜.
[𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑣]
𝐼𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠, 𝑖 𝑖𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑗𝑜𝑙𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑢𝑛 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛. 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑠𝑒𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑐ℎ 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑠 "𝑖-𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑒" 𝑖 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ. "𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑖 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑖𝑡" 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑐ℎ𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑎𝑠 𝑖 𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑟𝑖𝑝 𝑡𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒 "𝑖 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘." ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 "𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑? 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠" ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 "𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑢𝑖𝑡" 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑦, ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠𝑛𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑒𝑡. "𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑔𝑜!" 𝑖 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑛𝑎 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑟 "𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠ℎ𝑢𝑡 𝑢𝑝" 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑟. "𝐻𝑒𝑦 𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑛!" 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑦, 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑛𝑎 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖 𝑚𝑒𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑟.
𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑤𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑟𝑦𝑎𝑛, 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑎, 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑦, 𝑑𝑖𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑒 "𝑜𝑚𝑔 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑜!" 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑟𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑢𝑔𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑟 "𝑓𝑙𝑜!! 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢!" 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑, 𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑚 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑝 𝑖 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒. ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡, 𝑎𝑠 𝑖 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑠 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 "𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑔𝑜" ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠. 𝐴𝑠 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 "ℎ𝑖 𝑜ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑑 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑘. 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑑 𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑒, 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑟. 𝑠𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒!!" 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑝. i turn around to walkers arm out behind me, making sure i dont trip off the stage and end up on 'worst most embarassing celeberty falls.' "You did good, im proud of you" he whispered helping me off the stage.
