Shadow Of The Past (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter Twenty- I think I'm..

Chapter Twenty 

The think sheets wrapped around my body as my hands stretched up into the air, a moan escaping my mouth as the bright sun entering through the crack of the blinds blinded me. I wobbled a little bit in bed as a sudden pain burst through my body, starting at the pit of my stomach. I let out a little gasp as my hand rushed towards my stomach covering the spot with the pain. 

“Ash.” Mikaela moaned, stretching her arms. “When did you wake up? Whats wrong?” 

“It’s nothing.” I assured her. “Just my stomach.” 

“Someone had a good night, didn’t they?” She winked towards me.

“If by someone you mean you-” 

“-I think you know who I mean!” She laughed. “Come on, What happened with Mike?” She asked me sitting up crossing her legs. I started down playing with my hands as he let out a loud yawn. 

“Nothing.” I confirmed her. “We hung out, we talked and then I told him I had to get home.” I admitted. 

“So you didn’t hook up? Not even a kiss?” 

“You seem surprised!” I chuckled. 

“Why wouldn’t I be? He was extremely attractive, and he so wanted you.” 

“I can’t just go around kissing guys.” 

“You broke up with Harry, remember?” She added. “It’s your fault you woke up to me today and not him.” I nodded at her, my head slowly falling down as I stared and played with the waistband of my grey sweatpants. 

She was right, and it hurt. 

The only reason I was here right now was because of me and the choice that I made; I was the one that chose to be here and let him go. I knew that he would get hurt and this was the only way to keep him safe, but it didn’t mean that it didn’t kill me inside. 

When I told him that all this was over it hurt more then anything and then having him just throw that jewelry box straight at me made it just that little harder. He actually had gone through some serious trouble for it; It was a beautiful white gold bracelet in graved with he words: 

‘Love never dies. 

Harry and Ashley’

and it was honestly the most marvelous thing I had ever seen. 

When he had bought it, it was obvious what he was thinking; That we would be together forever and that our love would never fall a part. Guess he was wrong through.

The whole time Harry and I were together it was like magic, it was a feeling that I wouldn’t explain that would always run through me and fill my heart. He was the reason for so many things and to think that we could never get that back just made life feel like crap. Made everything feel like crap. 

Everything happens for a reason and I guess it was because of my past that all this happened. All because the man that ruined my life in the first place was back at it again playing all the same, lame jokes; Getting me hurt. 

A deep sigh escaped my mouth followed me another gasp of pain, my hands clutching my stomach a little tighter as the pain grew inside of me suddenly. I sat up, my eyes closing shut for a second as I tried calming down and ignoring the pain and sickness. 

“Shit. Ash, are you okay?” Mikaela jumped. “How much did you drink?” 

“I don’t even know.” I sighed. “I did have a few drinks though.”