Trauma

Chapter 1

Warning !!This story has a lot of traumatized events 😥

Alision pov:

When I was younger I always thought I had the best dad in the world but sadly that all changed in a matter of seconds

My dad lost his mother a few day's ago and things haven't been going that good he started drinking more and more every day

I don't blame him for trying to forget the pain but honestly I don't care that my grandmother died, cause the one day my dad asked his mom to buy a loaf of bread for my brother and I ,cause he was only getting payed tomorrow and he promised to pay her back.

"I can feed you my son because I made u but I refuse to feed ur kids because that's not my responsibility " is what she said .Like what the hell we your gran children and u can't even buy one loaf of bread like u would get the money back tomorrow and come on woman I was only 5 years old surely I needed to eat

But yah that's my dad's mom for u I guess,so that's why I don't care about her passing on cause honestly she never done nothing for me as a child

A week had passed since my dad's mother had passed on and he started taking drugs but I didn't know that yet but u can tell by how aggressive he started becoming and all the shit her started taking like "I beat up 20 men and I was one man alone " or "I'm the devil and nobody can stop me "

Like what father would ever say that to there 8 year old daughter ( And Yes I was 8 at that time )

My dad just kept on getting worse by the minute, that one day he started saying that my brother who was 6 years old at the time and my mom ,were trying to kill him so he put some powder shit in there pillows and tried to kill them with it , but luckily my mom decided to wash the pillows that afternoon and found the powder or they might have been dead today

When my mom asked my dad what it was his replied " U and Jonathan are trying to kill me so I decided to kill u two first slowly"

My mom was pissed of and told him he needs to get help and that's when he punched her for the first time that her nose even started bleeding🩸

At that moment fear struck through my body and I ran to my sister (oh forgot to mention ,I have a sister who is 3 years older than me, her name is Jessica)

My sister and I started crying heavy and started screaming at my dad to let my mother go , cause now he had her my the throat and my brother was sitting on the bed crying as well

But what could we do we were only children,he would have probably hurt us too . "Go to the kitchen now " my mom screamed in a painful voice.

I was so scared but I wanted to get my brother out the room but as I called my brother to come with my sister and I ."Leave him the f*ck alone his gonna watch what happens to people who don't listen to me "my dad said

From that day on began i  hate my dad more and more but he was still my father and we stayed with him so there was nothing I could do. I was just a child

My sister went to her dad for a week and my brother and I had gone to visit my gran (my mother's mom, granny Helen )

My mom was working later that day, so my dad had to pick my brother and I up from granny Helen but was that not the worst mistake ever

My dad was high and drunk at the same time and he was going crazy . He picked me up by the trough and put me up against the wall that I couldn't breathe saying that he could kill me right now if he wanted to then he put me down and done the same thing to my brother

I felt like running but I couldn't, I knew if he got hold of me he would hit me and I had to keep strong for my little brother he needed a strong sister so that's what I was gonna do , be strong for him and try protect him

I went and stood next to my brother and pushed him to the other side of me where my dad wasn't standing

But when we got home I sat out side by the door and my dad called me "Alison come here now " I went as quickly as I could cause u was scared if I didn't he would hit me to like he hit my mom but instead he forced me to smoke weed even though I told him I don't want to like 4 time until he screamed at me " Alison just take a f*cken pull now I said "

So I did because I had no choice after that I went to the room and wanted to cry but kept strong and told my mom what happened when she finally got home and then we quickly left when my dad went to buy more alcohol

We went to my mom's best friend at the time and slept there for the night so we could get away from my crazy dad atleast she stayed right around the corner and my dad wouldn't dare try to go there because he was scared of her husband that's what I think