So uh I'm back
And I know nobody will see this so I can't give a single fuck
But I genuinely want to kill myself so badly rn
I wanna just hang myself when no one's home(I live in a flat with people that have no respect for boundaries!)
And no it's not any of yalls fault I swear on my life it's just me being an absolute dumbass that is probably just annoying fucking everyone and wasn't meant to exist to begin with
So uh yuh
Really close to killing myself atp because I just fucking hate myself and that's not even a good excuse which gives me a better reason to end myself because I'm whining about nothing
I'm a bad person Istg I think I just might be and if you still care about I will forever wonder how
Bye
