HOW IT WORKED

Range

I keep my mouth close because I might use the wrong range of voice or I might shout

I don't want to look like a freaking impulsive wild freak child that's looking like a stupid ignorant attention seeker daughter of a demon

I was anxious and I tried to control it

I was mad but I'm holding back

I was furious but, instead I was letting myself bleed and suffocate

I was trying to forget all those words,
all those faces, all those voices, however it's just making me more furious

I was holding back my range therefore, I stopped breathing

My heart felt like it's burning, and there seems a fire I felt inside that's wanting to come out and it made me felt like a rooting apple.

I wanted to break things so bad.
I wanted to lose control
I wanted to let them know I am furious

I badly want to hurt them
I want to hurt them
I want to hurt them
I want to hurt
I want to
I want
but I don't want to hurt people!!!
but I am mad.