Always with you (hindi)

Chapter 42 (Judai)

At night

J-hope apane room me niche jamin par bed ke sahare beitha tha aur wall par laga Lisa ki taswir ko dekh raha tha. Usake akhon se subah se lagatar anshu bahe ja rahe the.

Dusari aur Lisa bhi apane room me beithi J-hope ki ek photo hath me lekar dekh rahi thi. Wo apane aur Hoseok ke bich me subah hui conversation ko yad karake ro rahi thi.

J-HOPE "Sweetheart, tumhe pata he aj meine apana sab kuchh ek jhatke me kho diya. Tum chali gayi. Dad ne mujhe ghar se nikal diya he aur mom dad ke age kuchh bol nahin sakati. Kas me jab bhi hara hun tumne mujhe himmat dilayi he. Tum hamesha mere hardtimeme mere sath khadi rahi aur meine tumhe tab khud se dur kar diya jab tymhe meri sabase jyada jarurat he."

LISA "Hobi, apne eisa kyun kiya? Mujhe ab bhi apaki bato par bharosha nahin ho raha. Jab ap mujhe wo sab bata rahe the tab apke akhon me meine dard dekha he. Aur mammy, wo kabhi apako itani asani se mujhe ghar se nikalne nahin de sakati. Mujhe pata he wo mujhase kitana pyar karati he. Lekin unhone bhi nahin roka bhai ko mujhe le jaane se."

J-HOPE "Tumhe pata he baby, Dad tumse bahut pyar karate he. Unhone tumhare liye mujhe ghar se nikal diya. Mujhe bahut khushi he ki mom aur dad itana pyar karate he tumse baby. Aur pata he, agar mom ko meri sacchai pata na hoti to sayad dad ke ghar se nikalne tak bat jati hi nahin. Mom hi mujhe bahar kar deti. Lekin mujhe abhi tumhari aur mere mom dad ki sabase jyada jarurat thi. Main bahut akela pad chuka hun love."

LISA "Hobi, please mere pas akar bataiye ki wo sab jhuth tha. Ap bas mere sath majak kar rahe the. Apaki bahut yad a rahi he Hobi. Main bilkul akeli ho gayi hun."

J-HOPE "Acchha love, tumne kuchh khaya? Kabhi bhi kisi aur par kiya gussa apane khane par mat nikalna. Kisi par gussa karake khana na khana tumhari bachapan ki adat he. Wahan main nahin hu ab,jo tumhe apane hatho se khila saku. Please apana dhyan rakhana. Mujhe pata he wahan mammy, papa, Jimin didi, Tae, Sanaya, Suga bheiya sab he. Lekin phir bhi..."

LISA "Hobi apako pata he,mujhe yahan kuchh acchha nahin lag raha. Na khana, na pani, na hi ye mansion. Mujhe bas ap chahiye. Mujhe bhukh thi hi nahin. Lekin Mom aur bhabi ke age meri ek na chali. Sab mil kar mujhe khana khilakar hi mane. Apane kuchh khaya? Mujhe pata he ki ap mansion late se ate ho. Pata nahin apake khane ke bare me kisine puchh bhi hoga ya nahin. Mammy ne jarur puchha hoga."

J-HOPE "You know Baby? Mujhe aj subah se hi bhukh nahin he. Hamesha tum mera wait karati thi khane ke liye. Mere liye khana garam karake rakhati thi. Hamesha sadi ke bad tum ati thi mujhe dinner ke liye bulane. Lekin aj koi nahin aya. Mujhe pata he ki mom ana chahati hongi. Lekin dad ne mana kiya hoga. Please mujhe maf kar dena. Lekin tumhe protect karne ka koi aur tarika nahin he. Aj mera is room me last din he. Main kal subah hi ja raha hu mansion chhod kar. Jitani yade hamari is room me he, socha tha usake sahare baki jindagi bita lunga. Lekin wo bhi mere nasib me nahin he. Koi bat nahin. Tum bas aram karana. Apana aur baby ka khayal rakhana. Aj rat main is room se hamari sari memories ko apane sath pack karana chahata hu. Mujhe pata he tum abhi wahan apane room me beithi mere bato ko yad kar rahi hogi. Main keisa husband hu jo apani wife ko pregnancy me bhi itana dard de raha he. Jimin ke pas Suga bheiya the. Tae ke pas pregnancy me Jungkook he. Lekin meine tumhe sirf khud se hi nahin balki mere mom dad se bhi dur kar diya. Mujhe tumhare pas rahana tha. Hamare parents banane se pehele ka har ek moment mujhe tumhare sath bitana tha. Sab kuchh bikhar gaya baby. Meine sab kuchh bigad diya."

LISA "Main hamesha sochati thi ki jab hamara baby ayega ham dono ek sath usaka dhyan rakhenge. Kitana beautiful imagination tha wo. Jeise bhabi aur Tae ka khayal Bhai aur Jungkook rakh rahe he. Apne eisa kyun kiya? Jab baby puchhega mom mere dad kahan he to kya bolungi? Apako pata he, mujhe apake bahon me sone ki adat so ho chuki he. Mujhe yahan nind hi nahin ati. Ap mere bageir khush to honge na? Pata nahin kyun, lekin mera dil nahin maan raha apaki baton ko. Kuchh to ap chhupa rahe he mujhase. Ok, main apko aur disturb nahin karungi. Good night and...."

J-HOPE "You know sweetheart, mujhe abhi tumhari awaj sunane ka dil kar raha he. Lekin kya karu? Tumhe call bhi nahin kar sakata. Tumhari bahon me sukun se sone ko ji kar raha he. Lekin meine apane khud ke hatho se apana sukun, chein, nind sab kuchh chhin liya. Mujhe pata he tum mujhe yad kar rahi hogi. Ham dono ko adat he na ek dusare ke bahon me sone ki. Kitani pyari adat he wo, jo ab na tumhe sukun se sone de raha he na mujhe. So jao baby. Mere jeise ek nalayak insan ke liye tum apani health kharab mat karana. Time se khana kha lena, medicines lena aur hospital me checkup karawana. Wese mammy ye sab jarur karengi. Lekin phir bhi baby, tension to rahegi. Pyar jo karata hu tumse. Pata nahin tum ab mujhase pyar karati bhi ho ya nahin. Ok,bahut ho gayi bate. Ab rest karo. Mujhe packing karani he. Agar dad ne mujhe subah mansion me dekh liya to pata nahin kya karenge. Good night and..."

LIHOPE "Take care of yourself. I LOVE YOU "

(Friends confuse mat hoiye. Dono apane apane room me he aur ek dusare ki taswiro se hi bate kar rahe he, ek dusare se nahin.)

IU "Hobi..."

IU ki awaj sun kar J-hope door ki aur dekhata he. IU door ke pas dinner liye khadi thi. J-hope khada hota he aur IU use bed par bithati he.

IU "Hobi, kitana royega? Bas kar. Kuchh kha le beta."

J-HOPE "No mom. Bhukh nahin he. Pata nahin Lisa ne khaya hoga ya nahin. Kisika call aya tha kya? Aur mujhe packing bhi karani he mom."

IU "Jimin ka call aya tha. Lisa khana kha nahin rahi thi. Lekin Jin ne khila diya he. Tu bhi kha le. Aur packing kis bat ki? Tu kya sach me ja raha he?"

J-HOPE "Yes mom. Agar main nahin gaya to pata nahin dad gusse me kya karenge. Ap to janati he dad ne jo ek bar bol diya so bol diya. Main bas apane clothes aur wo photos lekar kal subah chala jaunga. Mom please aj rat mere pas so jaiye. Pata nahin main kabhi dubara wapas aunga ya nahin. Sab chhin gaya mujhese. Mera ghar, mere mom dad, meri baby aur hamara baby, sab kuchh."

IU "Tu jo kar raha he na usake liye himmat chahiye. Ham sab ek bar dubara jarur pehele jeise ho jaenge. Khud par bharosha rakh. Ek bar phir isi mansion me Jong, main, tu, Lisa aur tum dono ka baby khushi se rahenge. Bas tu himmat mat har. Le dinner kar le aur rest kar. Packing kal subah kar lena. Aur koi bahana nahin. Mujhe pata he tujhe bhukh nahin hogi, nind nahin a rahi hogi. Lekin chup chap khana kha aur so ja. Akela rahega, pata nahin kya karega?"

Other side at Taekook's bedroom

JUNGKOOK "Lekin Tae Hobi bheiya eisa keise kar sakate he? Ye kya tarika hua kisiko ghar se nikalne ka?"

TAE "Kookie ap please shant ho jaiye."

JUNGKOOK "Kya shant ho jau? Agar meine ya bhai ne tumhare ya bhabi ke sath eisa kiya hota to? Hobi bheiya shant rahate? Are main bhai hu. Aur ek bhai apane behen ko rota hua dekh kar chup nahin beith sakata. Mujhe jawab chahiye is bat ka."

TAE "Lekin please ek bar Jiju aur Mammy se bat kar lijiye. Sayad koi wajah hogi. Kuchh to he jo ham nahin jaan pa rahe he. Please ap thande dimag se kaam kariye."

JUNGKOOK "Thik he. Main kal Park mansion jakar Hobi bheiya se hi puchh lunga."