Not So Cruel Summer

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Feli 🦄

Sandi
Feli, are you here?

Feli
Yes, yes

Chika?

Sandi
:(

Feli
Bakit malungkot ang bestie ko?

Sandi
Today's Welch birthday

Maghapon siyang wala sa kanila. Kanina pa ako nag-aabang na hindi naman dapat. Pero kasi I have something for him, a simple gift. Gusto ko sana iaabot sa kaniya mismo ngayong birthday niya. But until now, wala pa rin siya

Feli, I don't know why I feel hurt

I admit, I have a little crush on him because he's been good to me and I enjoyed his company

Hindi naman ako ganito sa mga naging crush ko

Feli
Are you sure it's just a simple crush?

Sandi
Huh?

Of course, Feli, I'm sure

Feli
Bakit feeling ko hindi? Kasi tama ka, hindi ka naman ganiyan sa mga naging crush mo before. You never got hurt dahil lang sa "simple crush" mo

Sandi
Then what is this? Is this something I should be worrying about?

Feli
No

I mean, it depends sa situation

If it hurts you, then you should worry. But if it's make you feel happy, then you shouldn't

Sandi
What does it mean? I don't understand you 😭

Feli
Hay, Louisandria. Lumaki ka sa malaking environment and I thought you have idea about this things but I guess you're ignorant to this matter

Sandi
Ouch ignorant

Feli
I'm sorry 😭

Sandi
Hahaha no. Don't worry, I get your point

But honestly, I'm scared to name this feeling. Kasi ang bilis? Almost three weeks pa lang kami rito, Feli

How is it even possible to feel that in just a short period of time?

It's confusing and overwhelming at the same time

What should I do?

Feli
It's up to you, babe. I don't want to dictate you. It's your own feelings at ikaw dapat ang mag-decide kung paano mo siya iha-handle

You should figure it out yourself

Sandi
😞

Oh wait I think siya na yata 'tong padating

It's really him!!!

Ay, hindi ako napansin :(