and to this day i seek serenity,
harder than i sought it before,
I've always lacked serenity,
I've always wanted serenity,
even the little that i had is lost,
and i wonder how serenity feels,
i wonder how the birds feel and the long swaying trees,
and the soothing wind,
and most of all i wonder,
how a light heart feels ,
and a clear mind looks like ..