01/27/21—The date I wrote this notes.
(12/13/20)
{the day I confessed my feelings}
I decided to confess my feelings to him. Parang mababaliw na ako kung hindi ko pa ginawa. Around 5pm nag chat siya sa'kin na nabasa na niya yung letter na pinagawa sa'min ng science tc namin.
Ang sabi ng tc namin ay gawan daw ng sulat yung gustong gawan, so ginawan ko siya at ginawan niya rin ako.
This day, I still like him. Siguro sinabi ko nang na uncrush ko na siya pero ang totoo ay hindi pa.
My friend, Ady, said that it was my chance to confess my feelings already. Para magka-alaman na raw. So I tried to write some "eme" words that connected to confession. I wrote "hindi mo ba napapansin" something like that.
Tapos nung pagkauwi ko sa bahay, nag chat na siya sa'kin na nabasa na niya. Then he was confused sa hindi niya raw napapansin na... He kept asking me sa chat. Hanggang sa mag confess na ako sa kanya. I can't hide it anymore. Tsaka for my peace na rin, para wala ng nanggugulong feelings.
I was dumbfounded that time. He sorry to me and "thankyou". He couldn't reciprocate my feelings because ayaw muna raw niyang sumubok ulit. He said, we can still be friends pa rin naman daw.
I accepted it.
Iyon naman kasi yung inaasahan ko. Ang ma friend zone.
He promised to me na walang magbabago sa'min, na walang akwardness, yung nagpapansinan pa rin. I agreed.
Who am I to decide that we can be stranger na lang, right? I cried that night. I don't know what was the reason, pero hindi ba obvious na dahil do'n?!
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