𝐖𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐮𝐫𝐧 | Vmin

𝟖. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧

The decision Jimin came up with, tore apart the new paradise Taehyung had found and so his heart, which was aching to be back in the normality of the other's eyes, started getting softened for him more than he could ever imagine someone to ever see him, the glass castle of his dream was being shattered by Jimin's behavior and he wonders what went wrong for him to act this way but whatever it was he blamed himself for it, maybe he stepped out of his boundary and invaded the other's space and scared him away with his heathen self or maybe he got tired of him and his pathetic self that asked too much and knows nothing

Taehyung cries silent tears sobbing to himself alone in the room that wasn't as monstrous and eerie as it used to be but was now cleaned and shimmering just like his heart but the pain was molding it again, rotting the newfound glory of it, how the fate has played it's cruel game with him, after showing him how bright a moon can shine it snatched him back into the empty dark sky that is so lonely and cruel, pierce his soul and his heart that got so used to seeing the beautiful smile, and now that it was gone he forgets to beat, how cruel it is to show him how it feels to be alive and then kill him the next moment when he breaths too freely

Taehyung turns to his side curling into a small ball, tears fall rapidly from his eyes soaking the now cleaned mattress as his sobs echo in the empty walls of the cottage harmonizing with Jimin's, who was too far to be heard but was going through the similar hell as he brought to this fallen angel, becoming the devil of his life when he was supposed to be the guardian angel. Jimin didn't know some days of happiness were enough to make him fall this deeper, deeper enough to make his heart crawl out of his chest and run to the man whose name was engraved on it but Jimin had abandoned to feed his fears

The fears that whisper horrors in his ears that this love will turn into his deepest nightmare and will hunt him more brutally than any of misfortune ever does, this love will be his worst mistake and it'll shred him into pieces that no one will patch him up again as it's nothing but an illusion of his pathetic self that yearns for care and when he was shown a little shadow of it he runs to it and clenched it too tight 

that now it was losing breathing and Jimin didn't wipe off the tears he let them fall right against the pillow Taehyung gave him because it was the softest one and he would prefer to sleep on a brick if Jimin was in comfort and moments like these make Jimin wants to burn himself in hell forever just to live one lifetime enjoying them.

It was the night time, the moon was shining bright in the sky, the time when Jimin's thoughts began battling with each other, a time when he has torn apart between giving it all up and having it all, when his mind tells him to leave everything behind and run far away from him before he dugs too deep in the soil of love that his feet wouldn't move even when he has to run, but his heart tells him to stay, stay in this world of magic and don't let it fade away let the fire of love blaze and swallow him so when he comes back alive it will be an eternal paradise waiting for him in the face of the man that was the kindest and most tender creature that ever came in his life

the first person who touched him without hurting him, the man who took care of him even when he was at his weakest self, showed mercy to him and let him live, and changed himself whole just to become a star in his eyes, a painful sob slipped from his glossy lips this side of himself that gave him the idea that Taehyung might change himself for him, the side that believes that Taehyung might actually feels the same way for him but the more sane side of him mock it and screams that a man like him who knows nothing about the real world and aren't even aware what emotions are can't fall in love, he's not capable of loving anyone but who would tell him that every creature with a heart is capable of loving

You don't have to know what love is to feel it running wild in your veins a beat of the heart is enough to make you fall in love, and Jimin was too naive to understand that or maybe it was the lack of knowledge as life only gave him the lesson of hatred and cruelty but forget to teach him love but soon the fate will play it's part and show him that even the worst creation of this universe, the devil himself was capable to love.