I strive to be the best
I always outshine the rest
but still I can't find the happiness
it's as if I'm lost in the darkness.
I can't find the light of the spotlight
that once in my line of sight
"where is it?" my vision is blurry
"why am I crying?" wait! I need to hurry.
I am at the peak
but I stumbled,
can't speak
everything crumbled.
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