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CH - 15

Phuwin

I went down to meet khao as phi dunk was busy with phi joong and pond was sleeping ......when I walked towards the breakfast table, I saw phi first and khao both were standing and it seems like that were fighting with someone. I walked towards them and when I saw that guy I got scared, it was drake. Why is he here ? Did he come here to beat me because I didn't answer his phone. I was in my thoughts when suddenly drake came near me and held my hands

Drake : Phu I came looking for you but that friend of yours don't let me meet you !

Khao : don't you dare touch my friend stay away

Drake : Phu don't you miss me ? You love me right ??

Phuwin : I - I don't love youu...stay away from me ...with that I stepped back

Drake : common phu I know it was a mistake that I hit you that day, but we are still boyfriends right . I know you love me, so let's get back together okay !

Phuwin : no I don't want to be with you, go away now before my phi comes here

Drake : ohh so your phi is here too....let's go and meet him

Phuwin : please stop ! Stay away from me

Drake : oh common don't start crying now, I don't have patience u know that right!! Seems like you forgot how to behave

Phuwin : pleassseee go awayy

Khaoutung : Hey cant you hear get lost now, he doesnt want to talk to you

Drake : its non of you business

Dunk : what are you doing here ??

Phuwin : phiii please tell him to go away I don't want to go with him phii pleasee !!

Dunk : Phu calm down don't cry, and you why are you here ?

Drake : I came here to talk to phuwin

Dunk : he doesnt want to talk to you

Drake : but I want to, phu come here don't test me

Dunk : you dare talk to him like that, I warned you why don't you listen he is not your bf anymore

I couldn't stay there for a min, looking at his face I started getting scared more so I ran away from there.

I got up and saw there was no one in the room. I took my phone to see the time it was already evening. I got up and went to wash up. After that I put on my clothes, I wanted to go out but pond came to my room

Pond : where were you going ?

Phuwin : to see phi dunk

Pond : No need phi dunk told you to rest come here eat something first

Phuwin : okay....I sat down next to him, but why was he so cold towards me ?

Pond : what are you thinking ?

Phuwin : are you upset ?

Pond : no why will I be upset !

Phuwin : then why are you talking to me with that tone

Pond : what tone

Phuwin : nothing

Pond : do you want to share something with me ?

Phuwin : about what

Pond : your ex

Phuwin : how did you know ?

Pond : phi dunk told me, but not everything. If you want you can share with me

Phuwin : I um actually pond -

Pond : its okay no need to say, I don't care about your past. I only care about you, as long as you are willing to be mine

Phuwin : its not like I don't want to share but I am scared, I am really scared what if one day you leave me ......I am scared because people change,( I couldn't hold back my tears ...why do I feel safe around him )

Pond : don't cry Phuwin, I get it you are scared but I can assure you I am not like that. I will not change

Phuwin : promise

Pond : I promise, now do u want to talk about him ? I really want to know what happened to you before I met you

Phuwin : when I came here I met drake, he helped me settle down here. After a while I started liking him and he asked me to be his bf, so I accepted since then he started asking money from me. I never asked him and gave him money, but one day I got to know he was addicted to cocaine and stuffs so I stopped giving him money and that day he ...he sniff he slapped me hic and t to- took the money

Pond : its okay I am here don't be scared

Phuwin : the next day he came to me and said sorry so I forgive him, but he started beating me whenever I refused to give him money, I was scared to tell phi dunk because he would worry. On the day of my birthday I went out with khao after that when I entered my condo I saw drake sleeping with other man and when I confronted him he-he abused me, he tied my hands and - and r raped me and left from there. I was unconscious because that was my first time,  I begged him but he didn't listen. He than left me from there. After that when I opened my eyes phi dunk was there with me. He than warned drake and I broke up with him and now suddenly he came here and told me that he wants me (I told pond everything and his face was blank, I don't think he will love me anymore but he hugged me and it was the first time I saw him crying...seeing him cry I cried too. After some time he was stable and I got better too )

Pond : phuwin I am sorry I was not there with you at that time, that bastard he dared to touch you. If I see him again I will make him pay for doing all that to you

Phuwin : no need pond I don't want you to get involved with him

Pond : I will handle it and I will not let him do that to you again

Phuwin : now stop getting angry, I don't like when you are angry

Pond : even I don't like when you cry

Phuwin : okayy I will not cry anymore.

Pond : that's good....phuwin can I kiss you ?

Phuwin : Um wh-what ??

Pond : its okay if you don't want to, lets go down

Phuwin : u can (I didn't get time to say something and I felt his lips on mine, it was a small but gentle kiss...I am really falling in love with him)

Pond : I love you phuwin, and I promise I will protect you and wait until you say yes

Phuwin : um lets go