VILLAIN || ✔️

I'm sorry my baby

Divya Aryan Raichand

" You are 1.5 months pregnant. How can you not know about your pregnancy "

That sentence was haunting me. At first when i heard from the doctor that I was one and half month pregnant i couldn't control my happiness.

There's a life growing inside me. That was the best feeling in the world.

I was about to tell Aryan the good news then his words came into my mind.

He would never forgive me. Never ever. He would never except our baby.

I couldn't let that happen. I could bear the pain but the unborn baby.

" Aryan would never change. He would never love us baby. " I touched my womb with shaky hands.

" Your daddy would never forgive your mamma " a tear escaped from my eye.

" I want to bring you in this world but your daddy would not be happy with the decision."

He never discussed about anything regarding babies. Even mom dad kept quiet about this topic. By judging his nature I could confirm that he didn't like childs that much. He barely showed any sympathy for anyone. A man who didn't think before killing someone could never love children.

" I know I'm selfish baby. I want your daddy's love. I want everything for him. I can't bare his ignorance. " I clutched the bedsheet tightly while shedding tears.

My life was so pathetic. Mom was right. I had no backbone. I was too dependent on others. First it was Sidharth now it's Aryan. I couldn't do anything for myself. I was such a failure. I failed as a daughter, as a wife, as a mother.

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" Divya you are looking so pale. You didn't sleep last night na "

My throat went dry. I couldn't utter a single word. How could I say that their son didn't return home last night. As he was busy planning someone's death. How could I say that I was pregnant. Their grandchild was growing inside me. And I was about to abort the child for the sake of their son.

" I'm fine mom. Just tried." I replied

" You should consult doctor Divya. Wait let me call our family doctor. You are not looking fine at all. We can't neglect your health. " Mom was about to call but i stopped her.

" No need mom. I am going to see a doctor. You don't have to worry about me. It's just happening due to lack of hydration and sleep. "

" Then take care of your health na. Aise nahi chal sakta. I need to talk to Aryan. What he is doing is monstrous. "

" Please dad no. It's between Aryan and Divya. Please don't push him. He is already under lots of pressure. Please don't say anything to him " I controlled my tears.

"You are too good for him Divya." Dad sighed

You could say the opposite dad. Aryan is too good for a failure like me. Who would destroy his empire with her own hands.

I composed myself and left the Raichand Mansion.

I refused to take their car otherwise they would get to know the truth. The news of me aborting their heir would break their heart.

I booked a cab and reached the hospital.

" Are you sure you want to abort the baby. You seemed so happy last time. " The doctor said.

" I don't have much options left doctor " it came as a whisper.

" I understand. The father don't want the baby right. How can they be so inhuman. "

" The father is not the problem doctor. The problem is me. All the things that are happening for me. I am the one to blame."

" You can share with me. You are looking depressed. I suggest you consult a psychiatrist. You are not thinking in your right mind right now. Go home and think wisely. Don't take any drastic decision." He touched my shoulder and gave it a squeeze.

" I don't want to think wisely doctor. Otherwise I have to leave him. And i can't. I love him more than anything doctor. I can't afford to leave him. "

"For your child's sake"

"I can't" my voice became inaudible. The doctor got the glimpse of my misery and went for the preparation.

After sometime a nurse came and told me to get ready for the operation.

I touched my womb and murmured a sorry.

' Think about it Divya. What if Aryan wanted to keep the baby. What if he could have forgave you for the sake of the baby. He would never forgive you after knowing what you have done. '

Stop these voice. I don't want to hear anything. I can't I can't think right. Please stopp STOP.

I shouted feeling restless. The nurse consoled me and took me to the operation theatre.

I laid down on the bed closing my eyes. Tears gathered at the corner of my eyes.

" For the last time think about it Divya." The doctor sighed.

" Please doctor. Please get rid of the pain. I can't take it anymore please. I am going crazy thinking about it."

The doctor nodded and then the door opened making a loud bang.

" STOP RIGHT NOW " I flinched at the voice.

My nightmare had came out. Aryan was here.

He barged into the room with rage.

" Aryan i i i "

My eyes widened feeling the tingling sensation on my cheek. Aryan Aryan just slapped me.

" You gave you the fucking permission to kill our baby. " My heartbeat stopped. He he wanted the child. He wanted to become a father. Oh God what was i going to do?

" Aryan please i thought you would "

" Everyone leave. I want some moments with my wife. "

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