about the last summer...

Is it winter yet? and I didn't understand anything about summer

the summer is over, that was a shock for me... we were eliminated because there would only be 3 surfers we tried to add Jacob to the competitions but I still did very badly, I didn't catch the waves and always fell off the board, vena surfing lost and They didn't win the prize, and even if we won, I no longer wanted to go to Paris

Sasha has probably left the hospital, I want to go visit her but that would be inconvenient

Elijah and I didn't break up, but we also don't talk much...

I'm trying to repair my relationship with Cole, but...

I no longer know if I'm perfect, after the damage I did this summer...

So I go out to get some fresh air, and as I walk, I meet Sasha and see that it's the perfect opportunity to go talk to her

  me: -HEY SASHA!

*Sasha ignores me*

  me: -Sasha, I know what I did, I want to apologize for everything I did this summer-

*Sasha takes off her headphones*

  Sasha: -So is that how you think? Do you think it's just you destroying my life and apologizing? You think it's just you making me take 6 pills a day and apologizing? Do you think it wasn't shocking for me to hear that I CANNOT SURF ANYMORE!

I remained silent and she continued walking after that I went to my house, ran to my room and threw Lana del Rey

+i'm a sad girl+4x
+i'm a bad girl+2x

After a few days we met at school, we didn't even exchange glances, he was all talking and I was left aside, I just looked at them sadly

I went to the bathroom and found Sasha taking her 3rd pill of the day, I praised the braids she had done even though I knew she had braids like the ones she wore in the summer, she was leaving and I screamed "wait"

   me: -I thought the summer had to be perfect, but I realized that there is no perfection, you don't think what I did for you is enough, I showed you who true love is, and I want to say that you are the girl who came to talk to me when our mothers had forgotten us at school, I know I ruined your summer but I regret everything I did I know I was wron-

I said all that and then she left just like that

I think the story he finished...

But later Cole sends me a video of the summer party, cute right? wrong, I analyzed the party very carefully and saw the most shocking thing of all, Elijah is the one who put alcohol in my drink! He went in front of me and we bumped into each other as if by accident...