Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 56

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

I fluttered my eyes open and saw that I was no longer laying on the blow up mattress on the floor I was laying in Justin’s bed, although I do remember him picking me up and me demanding him to put me back on the floor I don’t really remember him doing anything after that I was so tired from crying, yes crying who knew I was so weak? I always told myself I would never cry over a boy but there I was last night bawling my eyes out because we had an argument things were going so good between us and now I don’t even want to talk to him. I felt two strong arm wrapped tightly around my waist and I knew who’s they were, I knew Justin was lying next to me but I didn’t want to look at him, I was still angry at him. He accused me of using him for fame and money so in my opinion I have every right to be angry with him. I’m shocked that he is still here and not out with Ryan and Chaz like usual, today I’m going home and I’m glad maybe two days away from Justin may be a good thing, but then at the same time I don’t want to go home without sorting this argument out because then he might cheat on me because he might think that we are over and oh gosh, I need to stop getting myself paranoid, even though me and Justin are arguing he would never cheat on me… at least I hope not. I looked down at Justin’s hands that were firmly wrapped around my stomach pulling my body close to his body as I felt his bare chest against my back whilst his head was laying in the crook of my neck, I was so comfortable but I didn’t want Justin to think that he could just get away with accusing me of using him. Of course every day I get hate from people telling me they think I am using Justin for his money and fame, I never really used it before but when Justin said that to be It broke my heart, was that his way of telling me of after eight months of our relationship he doesn’t trust me and thinks I’m using him? Whenever Justin says anything to me, it affects me, whether I don’t feel very pretty and he tells me I’m beautiful I believe it, or when he calls me a bitch it breaks my heart. I placed my hands over Justin’s and tried to remover them so I could get out of his grip only his grip got tighter around my stomach, he’s awake. ‘don’t’ he said, his voice was quiet and vulnerable ‘just let me go Justin’ I sighed ‘please’ he begged ‘why?’ I kind of snapped at him as I turned to face him as he pulled his hands to my back and pulled me into his body tightly so his chest was pressed against mine ‘because I love you’ he said with his voice in a whisper avoiding eye contact, why does he always do this? Whenever we have an argument he then goes all cute and lovey dovey, and tries to make me forgive him and he makes to very hard not to forgive him ‘if you loved me you wouldn’t accuse me of using you’ I murmured ‘I didn’t mean it I just said it’ he said now searching for eye contact that I was desperately trying to avoid ‘look at me’ he said in a hoarse voice as he brought his face closer to mine but I ignored what he said ‘YN’ he said more firmly now as his eyes burned holes into my skin ‘what?’ I mumbled not looking at him ‘I don’t know why I said it I was just angry and frustrated but you know I love you… right?’ he said in a soft voice making my insides melt. Ignoring his comment I tried to get out of his grip but then he pulled me closer to him before pinning my back against the bed as he crawling over me and hovering above my body, pinning his arms above my head so his now flexed muscles were in full view for me to stare, he looked so sexy, I bite down on my lip trying to control myself as he lowered his head closer to mine so I could feel his warm breathe on the my cheek as he lowered his face even closer to mine as he moved his lips closer to my ear making my heart stop ‘baby I love you’ he whispered somewhat seductively in my ear making my heart beat a million times faster ‘i-I’ I stuttered out ‘hate you’ I got out after regaining my normal heart beat. Justin pulled away from me, still hovering above my body, his face looked confused, puzzled as he furrowed his eyes brows at me ‘whenever I’m annoyed at you, you get all lovey dovey and cute’ I said crossing my arms on front of my chest as I stared at him as a smirk formed on his lips ‘does this mean I’m forgiven?’ he asked me pressing his body closer to mine and lowering his head closer to mine as I bit my lip contemplating ‘what do I get out of it?’ I asked smirking myself ‘well baby, what do you want?’ he asked seductively, lowering his body closer to mine making me bit my lip even harder, but I wanted to have some fun. Time to tease. I lifted my lips up to his ear and whispered ‘you’ seductively in his ear before kissing along his jaw line and down his neck, knowing how much he loves it. I felt his heart rate increase as I heard it thump repeatedly; I pulled away from him and stared at him, sinking my tooth into my lip allowing it to roll out from under my teeth as I stared at Justin. Without hesitation Justin pressed his body against mine and flipped us over so I was now on top of him as his hungry lips attacked mine as he snaked his tongue in my mouth not even asking for an entrance. I pressed my body against his as I wrapped my arms around his neck, not daring to break the kiss. Justin’s hand found their way to my ass giving it a firm squeeze as I pulled bit down on his lip lightly and pulled away after a good five minutes of making out. ‘I need to get ready’ I said climbing off him and walking to the bathroom leaving Justin puffing and panting as he regained his breathe from our rather hot make out session.


I walked to the bathroom and slipped on some leggings and an oversized t-shirt, I was flying home today so I wanted to be comfortable. I smirked to myself as I could only imagine what thoughts were flying through Justin’s head right now, but hey he’ll get over it, just like I’ll get over the argument we had. I just hate how Justin can be so lovey dovey and make me forgive him so easily, but I guess that’s my fault for loving him so much. I walked back into Justin’s room only I was surprised to see that he wasn’t there. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion and walked further into the room, shutting the door behind me and then someone pushed me against it. A still almost naked Justin as he pushed me against the door with hungry eyes ‘think you can get away with that?’ he asked me raising an eyebrow ‘get away with what?’ I asked acting innocent ‘don’t play innocent baby’ he said seductively in my ear as he began to kiss and suck on my neck, he was sucking in my neck ensuring it was enough to give me a hickey. I allowed a soft moan to escape my lips as he pulled away smirking at me ‘I need to go to the airport’ I told him patting his chest and escaping his grip ‘I’ll take you’ ‘if you want to’ I shrugged ‘wait YN’ he said making me turn my attention to him ‘yeah?’ I asked ‘I’m sorry’ he said for looking down, I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his bare, toned torso and looked up at him ‘just promise me you didn’t mean it’ I said to him ‘you know I don’t mean it’ he said pressing his lips to the top of my head ‘good’ I said pulling away ‘I love you’ he murmured ‘I love you too’ I giggled ‘and I’m sorry for ruining your time in Canada’ he said looking down ‘Justin’ I sighed ‘you didn’t ruin my time here I understand you’re excited to see your friends, I would be too!’ I told him ‘I feel bad though’ he sighed as he sat on the bed as I began to pack my reaming things. I stopped packing and looked up at him before walking over to him, he was sitting on the edge on the bed, I walked over to him and stood in-between his legs and made him look up at me ‘do. Not. Feel. Bad’ I said pressing my lips to his in-between each word, he let out a sigh ‘how did I get you?’ he asked sighing up at me ‘not too sure, consider yourself lucky’ I said jokingly giving him a wink ‘I do’ he said seriously ‘shut up’ I said blushing slightly.


By the time we got to the airport it was quarter to twelve e and my flight leaves in an hour ‘I have to go now’ I said looking at Justin as they just called people to begin to board onto the plane, Justin just pouted ‘top with that pout you’ I said tapping his lips ‘I don’t want you to go’ he whined ‘two days, spend time with your friends and family, and I’ll pick you up when you come back’ I told him ‘okay’ he said nodding ‘make sure you text me when you land, and if anything happens I can come back in like two hours, don’t hesitate to call me, and I’ll text you all the time okay?’ he asked pushing strands of my hair behind my ear and going into protective mode just like he always does ‘don’t worry Justin… it’s two days’ I told him giggling ‘I know’ he sighed ‘but I’ll miss you’ he told me resting his hands firmly on my waist ‘I’ll miss you too’ I said giggling ‘I love you’ he murmured ‘I love you too’ I said kissing his sweet plump lips softly before pulling away ‘and I’m going to have a surprise for you when you get back’ he said with a smirk on his lips ‘hmm and what might that be?’ I asked tilting my head to the side, Justin leaned his lips closer to mine and murmured ‘well if I told you it wouldn’t be a surprise’ ‘I’ll call you when I land’ I said pulling away from him ‘wait’ he said and closed his eyes pouting his lips, I giggled and kissed his lips passionately, Before walking away and wondering what this surprise might me.