' Fear More than He Just Says. ' { RAPE ENTRY }

What do i tell her ?..

Nari just.. 

Stared. 

suspiciously.

I suppose it was because i was missing over 90 percent of my clothing that i had originally worn.

'' Sorry. had to leave Jack's early, he got busy. '' u shuffled my shoes into the gravel floor and stared away from her eyes.

She raised a eyebrow.

'' So. Uhm. what happened to your clothes? ''

Panic.

'' Jack's house is hot. just had to get fresh air. ''

'' and explain the cuts, scars and bruises? ''

'' I fell over on the skateboard. ''

'' You didn't bring your skateboard cami. ''

'' I borrowed jacks. quit questioning me. ''

She sighed.

'' Cami. '' she looked at me, hurt.

'' just tell me the truth. ''

i stared back up at her.

'' what really happened?!. ''

Tell her the truth? no. i couldn't.

'' I told you already. just stay out of my business Nari. ''

I shoved past her into the house, up to my room, flopping down onto the bed.

I get a shivery feeling from it, and sat back up, going to sit at my desk.

I wasn't even safe in my own property was i. 

It was as if he owned everything about me.

Me, my property, my friends, my life, my body?

I was just something to discard and be bought to him, it was sickening.

I sat back in the chair, i didn't have any energy to turn the computer on. so i just stared at my reflection on the screen. i shut my blinds, and sat in the low lighted room, just being bright from my reading lamp.

Everything. Had. His. Touch.

EVERYTHING.

I wasn't safe anywhere,  he was always there. always wanting more, and more.

And More.