"youve changed" my friend Rino
im packing my art materials then stop, i let out a big smirk "am i?" i looked at him
"yea, i dont know how but-" rino look deaply into my eyes as if his looking into my soul right now "shit no way, no fucking way" i laughed when Rino put his hand into his mouth, covering it, looking shock "youre fucking inlove??"
i shrugged "who knows" i giggled and hand him my portrait, he asked me to draw some simple sketch for his project, technically no, his girls project rather. I used to be his pencil when he needed stuff like arts but i didnt know he will use me to do some other person's project. fuck him
"thankyou, here" he lend me money
"the fuck is that??" i raised my eyebrows
"money"
"yea you damn ass, i know thats money, im asking what for"
"for this" he raised my portrait
"ive been doing this to you, you asshole"
"yea but this isnt mine thou so take my money"
"dont need your money, tsk"
"ugh right, youre working now, well then thankyou bitch"
ugh? bitch huh, well its true thou but it still hurt dammy
"i have to go, see you around" i waved my hand without looking at him, actually its very rare for us to see each other now because i finally got a job, it wasnt supposed to be my job really, at first its just a part time job, you know i have to work there for a month atleast cause they needed people but i dont know how it turns out and im still here, working. haist
Anywaysssss...
as Rino said a while ago, ive changed.
I dont exactly know what he mean, changed? maybe im more matured now? changed on maybe i dont entertain anyone now? i changed maybe because im no longer letting anyone to take advantage of me? or changed on maybe im no longer a mistress
funny right?
i let myself to be a mistress for just a couple of weeks, yea but its all good now, im glad we didnt work out cause if we did, i shouldnt have meet this person.
i bit my lower lips thinking of her
yeaa
guess im inlove
we actually met on a vacation, we had talk for days before we seperated, originally shes from canada, talking her in the island makes me fall for her, shes a really really good person, shes such an angel, kinda cheesy but im not lying. she went back in her country but we still have this communication, we always talk even we are on a timezone phrase. after months of talking i confessed, was it fast? i dont know, all i know is i like her and guess what?
she likes me back
meeting her is such a blessing, i changed in a better way, why? because when you love someone you will changed for yourself not for them, change yourself in a good way so they will deserves you. you got it? they deserves much more you will do everything to be that more.
