Unreachable

Closer

I just want to get closer to her 

To feel her skin against mine, to breathe in her scent

I want to experience the softness of her skin beneath me 

But more than anything i want to see that radiant glow of happiness, to bask in the warmth of her smile knowing it was me who brings her such joy 

I wonder why some people never lock their doors 

Anyone could just walk in and do as they please 

But some stay, lingering in the shadows, watching

Watching every move, every mundane action

When you eat 

When you shower 

When you're vulnerable 

Crekt 

Some do even worse things

People can be cruel, selfish 

SOME ONLY TAKE, TAKE, AND TAKE 

WHILE I ONLY GIVE, GIVE, AND GIVE 

I DO ALL THIS FOR HER 

When will I get something in return?

I just want a single touch, one kiss

It's all I need

I just want to feel her presence, to inhale her essence

I wonder what perfume she uses

Crekt Crekt

Hmm, floral notes

My untouchable, so close yet so far from me

Being here, so close to her, yet without her

I really don't understand

Does she not remember kissing me? Did it really happen?

It felt so real

She was so warm, so soft

She made me feel things I never have before

She's like a drug

I need to figure her out, I need more of her

Crek Crek

I wonder if she has any photos of Alex?

As I turn each page, there's a faint whispering sound

Evoking memories of cherished moments captured in time

Times when she was happy, so delicate and pretty

And times of her youth, innocent and oblivious to the world's darkness

All preserved within the pages of this album

Don't people have pictures of their families too? Or friends?

This album is full of her, just her

Her in her youth, in school, drawing, climbing a tree, after college, sitting alone in a café

Creek Creek

Approaching her bed, a sudden chilling sensation creeps down my spine, sending shivers through my body

The air is heavy with her scent

All the pictures on the wall, their eyes seemingly following my every move

Her eyes, her scent, it's driving me crazy

I want her

With each inhale, I'm consumed by this desire

This urge to possess her and make her mine forever