Never Let You Go : HEEJAKE

Chapter - 12

-mentions of disorders

"No I'll just take the medicines "

"Look at yourself yun you are not looking at that good " Heeseung worriedly approached his boyfriend who was laying on the bed, elbows covering his eyes.

"Just give me medicine seung and I'll be okay " Jaeyun once again spoke to which the elder sighed. "Fine have them but we will surely go to the doctor in the morning tomorrow " He spoke making jaeyun pout a bit but still nod cause he knows heeseung won't listen to him in this matter.

Jaeyun just sighed as he waited for the elder who went down stairs to fetch some water for the medicines. Within seconds he was back with tablets in his hand along with a glass of water, passing it to his boyfriend who sat on the bad.

"Take them quickly and sleep " Heeseung eyed the younger who's lips were formed in a little pout as he took the medicine and quickly curled up inside the blanket.

"Where are you going " Jaeyun spoke when he saw his boyfriend standing up to go somewhere. "Lay down with me " He continued not letting his boyfriend speak who chuckled slowly in a response.

"I'll be back just let me check the front doors " Heeseung replied as he earned a nod in return from the younger.

Smiling as his boyfriend ruffled his hair jaeyun gulped a bit while keeping his body curled up together and massaging his stomach to ease up the pain.

His pain wasn't reducing a bit well he just took the medicines so he needs to wait for it to work up. "Uh come fast " He spoke in a hurried tone as he saw his boyfriend entering the room, wanting to be in the embrace of his lover.

"I'm here " Heeseung spoke and quickly laid next to his boyfriend, pulling the smaller figure in his arms, close to his body so his lover could get relaxed.

"Do you want me to massage your stomach a bit? " Heeseung whispered trying to be soft and gentle as possible as he could see the younger trying to fall asleep. "Yes please " A breathy reply was given to him to which he smiled.

"Shall I do it on your bare stomach? Heeseung cautiously asked as he waited for the reply of his boyfriend. After a fre seconds a nod was given to him making him slip his hands inside the shirt wore by his boyfriend, letting his cold hand come in contact with the warm skin.

A whine came out of Jaeyun's lips as he felt the cold hand of his lover "why are your hand so cold? " He asked looking up at his boyfriend who had his eyes closed.

"Because I came from outside now stop looking at me and try to sleep " Heeseung spoke knowing his boyfriend was looking at him. "Why do you have any problem with it Mr. Lee? " Jaeyun pouted a little while heeseung hugged him closely, but thr younger made sure he didn't touch the elder.

"Of course not Mr. Lee" Heeseung replied  making Jaeyun confused "I'm not Lee- oh" He blushed slightly as he realised what his boyfriend meant. " Sleep now " Heeseung patted the younger's head luring him to sleep.

Night, 2:47 am

"Uh" Jaeyun cried while holding his stomach tightly as heeseung quickly carried him to the bathroom. "Throw up if you want yun " Heeseung worriedly held his boyfriend and rubbed his back as the younger felt like throwing up.

Soon enough Jaeyun threw up everything he ate with a painful whimper. Heeseung opened the tap to clean up the sink and also washed the younger's face which was showing pain.

"I don't care let's get you to hospital " Heeseung spoke and without waiting for a reply dashed to get a jacket for the younger and grabbing his car keys. Yes they did have a car but they just felt like using public transports for nearby locations.

"It will be okay just hold on for a bit more" Heeseung spoked as he locked the door behind in a hurry, his boyfriend in his arms as he carried the younger to the car.

"Hold my arms if you want" The elder continued as he placed his lover on the passenger seat before settling himself near the steering wheel and driving to the hospital.

The two soon reached the hospital and jaeyun was quickly admitted in for emergency.

Heeseung let out a heavy breathe as he dropped himself on the waiting chairs nearby.

He doesn't know what exactly happened but a few minutes ago his boyfriend woke him up while sweating a lot and his pain in stomach more then ever. And after that the younger threw up everything.

Heeseung doesn't know what's exactly wrong, the only thing he Remembers is that his boyfriend was happy after having his mothers hand made meal which he couldn't help but eat a lot.

He doesn't wanna suspect it but now he doesn't have any other option. Maybe someone mixed something in his food? Or jaeyun was experiencing this for a while and hide it from his boyfriend.

But all heeseung could do now was to sit there and wait for the doctor to come and tell what's wrong.

After nearly half an hour heeseung was greeted by the doctor who took jaeyun inside the room for inspection. He was invited in the doctor's cabin.

"What's wrong with him sir? ' heeseung worriedly asked as his legs were continuously tapping in a fast pace indicating how nervous he was.

"Mr. Lee your boyfriend is suffering from eating disorders" The doctor spoke up making heeseung frown. "W-what" He mumbled under his breathe as the doctor continued to speak.

"He is suffering from Anorexia, in this people eats very less food like their food consumption is evey low and hence the energy isn't provided in enough quantity. This isn't dieting or something this is way more complex then it." The doctor spoke and heeseung could just listen to it.

"This can be unintentional. He maybe just used to eating very low amount of food from His childhood making him used to it now but it's causing weakness in his body as being an adult he isn't able to fulfill his diet"

"He will be okay right? " Heeseung worriedly questioned. "Yes Mr. Lee he will be okay in no time if he's on proper food consumption. It's sad to know that many people suffer from this because of the beauty standards or fatshames by other, we don't know what cause him to be like this but it would be better if we know cause it will help us to avoid those situations for him, well for now he will be here for 1 day under our observation" The doctor clarified and after a few more exchange of words heeseung was finally out of the room.

He was angry, he noticed how his boyfriend didn't eat much amount of food and even tried to make sure he ate well.

But now he could only wonder how this happened. Was the younger having this low diet from his childhood?

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