NCT U - YESTODAY

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by neofresh7

by neofresh7

I have been looking for my job lately
'Cause I have no dream, maybe
People gave me many chances, but I screwed them over badly
I don't wanna be dumb, but I act like I do
All of my problems are just opportunities to be a coward
The real word is tougher than the movies I watched as a child, uh
Reality checks through money
And they're never done, so then when
The days drag on relentlessly
How can I be a role model for my family, aye?

Stopped working hard once I had it all
But then I messed it up and lost it all
Rather be no one than disappoint everyone
But the mistakes I make always end up affecting everyone either way
(Burnout)
Always told myself this was my choosing
And to accept all of my doings
So throw away our yesterday
'Cause it's not what I need today, begging
Don't be killing my vibe, 'cause this is me

Broken heart
Oh, even if it hurts
Can't turn back the time and amend my mistakes
This tiny dream
Oh, and my memories
Even if today goes great, it won't last anyway
So, rather be in yesterday

Back inside my 156 bus
Kinda feel like thinking back
Can feel the passage of time
Like a chime, and
Wish I could go back to throwing coins and other things and
Trusting in the world
Boy didn't know a lot
I think I'm still the same

Still finding my place inside this galaxy
But I'm usually seen on a screen
In an era making brand new music hits and
Basking in the nearest spotlight
Performing every day
Makes me think about how
Rap has become my new 156
For the future traded yesterday, even then
Could die tomorrow with my memories but that's why
Today means more than yesterday
I hope you like it where I'm now

Broken heart
Oh, even if it hurts
Can't turn back the time and amend my mistakes
This tiny dream
Oh, and my memories
Even if today goes great, it won't last anyway
So, rather be in yesterday

Do you think about me too?
Do you always cry?
When it rains
When the pain comes in shame
When the fame is a jade
And I'm born to be made
But the cost of the fade
I've got quickly to shade
Ever quickly to hate burning like a serenade
Burning like my hurricanes
When you said it was wrong
Even if there is a right
Now I can only dream about you holding me tight
Can you hold me tight?

Broken heart
Oh, even when it goes
It's carved in my heart and can't ever be erased
This tiny dream
Oh, and my suffering
Even if today goes great, it won't last anyway
Can't stop missing yesterday
Ay, ay, ay, ay
So, rather be in yesterday
Ay, ay, ay, ay
I'm sorry that I walked away
Ay, ay, ay, ay
So, rather be in yesterday
Ay, ay, ay, ay
Can't stop missing yesterday