💖 forever in love 💖

💖the rejection💖

Hii dear cupcakes I am your author bijayalaxmi3 I know you all must be sad but trust me u r going to love the upcoming parts and also agar pyaar itni  asani se mil jaye toh uski value ka pata Kahan chalega ( if we will get love this easily how we will know the value of our live)
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Only I know how much it take me to tell him no he looked at me not believing but I turned my back to him I can't say no to him while looking at his eyes then I controlled myself and wiped few tears that were about to come then I faced him and kneeled and said ' I don't love you I was just after your money but u r so clingy I can't handle you anymore' I spitted these words and I can say he was hurt his eyes gathered tear I couldn't looked at him so I stand up and started to go

But he hugged my waist tightly and said with hurt filled voice  which was filled with happiness a while later'aap agar humse majak kar rhi hai toh hum keh dete hum mar jayenge kabhi aapke ase majak se' (if u r kidding me iam telling u I will die because of your joke)

'hamara rista hi kya hai aapse Jo hum aapse majak karenge aap bas humare boss hai aur kuch nhi aur woh boss jo mujhe jeher lagta hai' he looked up at me and his eyes were only showing one emotion that his hurt few tears flew from his eyes (what relationship so we have that I will joke with you u r only my boss nothing else and I hate u)

I tried to go I know if I will stay here I will end up crying but he snuggled his face more into my stomach and I can feel the water droplets making my dress wet and I couldn't control and few tears fell but I quickly wiped it

'aap majak kar rhi hai na bas kardein ab hume takleef ho rhi hai' he said while snuggling more into me ( u r joking right stop it now it's hurting)

' hum majak nhi kar rahe humne aapse kabhi pyaar kiya hi nhi hum bas paise ke liye teh aapke pass' I said while shuttering a little and closed my eyes to control myself  (iam not kidding I never loved you I was with you only for money )

' abhi bhi hamare pass paisa hai aap ruk jayein humare saath hum pyaar karwa lenge aapse ' (I have money with me now also u just stay with me I will make you fall in love with me)

' hum aapko pasand nhi karte aur kabhi karenge bhi nhi aapse hum nafrat karte hai ' (I don't like u and will not like you I hate u)

He tighten his hold on me and said while shuttering' hum aapko kyun pasand nhi hai aap bataye hume aapko kaise ladke pasand hai hum waise ban jayenge' he was shivering now and I can say that . my hand automatically tried to rub his back but I immediately removed my hand from him (why you don't like me which type of man you like I will become that type)

I couldn't control my tear he is trying every possible way to make me his but because of me he was in this condition now I'm sorry I'm sorry so sorry but I can't do anything love I'm helpless if we are destinated then we will meet in another life I freed his hold and ran from there but I can hear him calling me but I didn't turn

My Jaan was running away from me and I can't handle that I called her until she disappeared from there but she didn't turned to look once at me I was in delusion that she Loves me she doesn't and now she hates me

It's hurting now I can't handle this much pain I couldn't so I picked the knife and started to write Jaan in my wrist  blood was flowing from my hand but it is not hurting that much as it hurted when she walked away

when I wrote it I kissed my wrist and whispered a last time Jaan I looked at my wrist and said ' Jaan wapas aajayine apne abhi ke pass apke bina kuch accha nhi lagta bahut takleef hoti . apke bina mujhe saans nhi aarhi hai aajyein na wapas mere pass pls mai promise karta hoon aapko jitne paise chahiye aap le skti hai ya phir aapko jaisa ladka pasand hai Mai waise ban sakta hoon aap bas mere pas aajeyin' (Jaan come back to your abhi nothing feels good without you it is hurting without you I can't even breath without you please come back to me I promise I will give you all my money I will become the man you like u just come back)

I can't live without u jaan I thought and was going to cut my nerves when someone slapped my hand I looked up to see maa,sid,my brother and father

My mom rushed toward me and slapped me and then hugged me tightly I couldn't control and brust in tears ' maa woh chali gyi mujhe chodke phir ek baar aapke abhi ko apna pyaar nhi mila maa mujhe nhi jeena hai' ( mom she is gone she went away leaving me again I couldn't get my love I don't want to live)
' mera abhi strong hai usko abhi apne maa ke liye jinda rehna hai aap bacche chinta mat kare mai shakshi se baat karungi' ( my abhi is strong he is going to live for his home u Don't worry dear I will talk with shakshi)

I ran from there I left him in that condition how much my heart want to hug him but I can't he was hurt most of all I broked him I kneeled there cried my heart out until mehek and my sister came there and took me to my flat

Today is my marriage I was engaged to that boy 2 days ago it is not engagements he is just selling me for money When the boy will get tired of using me they will sell me to any other man

I dont have the will,energy or courage to face him now I am just existing in this world till my marriage only once I got married to that boy I will die there

' Krishna ji iss janam me na shi agle janam mai toh aap hamare pyaar se milayeng hume' I said with a sad smile and wiped my tears( Krishna ji not in this life but you will make me United with my love in next life)
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Hopefully you all liked this part I was literally crying while writing I have now started feeling connected to my abhi and shakshi thank you for reading and kindly vote and comment love u dear cupcakes 💖💝