˚➶ ｡˚𝙾𝚋𝚎𝚢 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗༉‧₊˚.

𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤

Here you stood all dressed in white.

Your gorgeous face, those shimmering eyes, the smile that melted even me. I admit, I was a selfish thing. Beautiful, yes. But lonely.

When you first left, I was so ugly.

Me

Ugly.

A vile, disgusting thing.

Why?

I thought that every night, every day, every hour. It consumed me. Devoured me. I was still beautiful obviously. Just without your presence, it killed me from the inside out. Shaking with the thought of me even remotely breaking out. My hair fell out, my hands went clammy.

It's vile.

I'm vile.

But when you finally showed up again. Literally falling from the sky, just as I did. Your light made me feel beautiful once more.

Now my love you're the most beautiful thing of all, standing there, beside me, dressed in white.

Standing beside my own brother. I'm happy you found light in Leviathan. The same light you gave me.

But, who will drink with me? Party until dawn then sneak back into the HOL.

When you leave.

Will I ever be beautiful again?