Liz left the chat [WIP]

Him.

I was walking to 7th period when Yuna came up to me and said "hi how's my favorite loner?" I told her "fuck off Yuna I am unbothered by you." "Aww someone has an attitude today" she sneered. "Ugh whatever I am late for history" "ah ah not so fast, I will teach you a lesson for screwing with my day." Yuna throws my book across the floor and says "Go get it hooker" I lunge at her. The teacher breaks it up and tells me and Yuna to go to class. I walk to class. Later in class I was setting my books up when a cute boy walks in, I immediately got butterflies. "Oh who is this fine man" I say to myself. I wonder if he has a girlfriend.. He better not. I want him so badly ugh anyways, the teacher seats him in the front, where I am in the middle. It gives me much opportunity to stare at him. He's so cute I want him all to myself. And the bell rang to go home and I left. I came home and mom and stepdad were at it again. He won't leave her alone. This bastard. Anyways I went to my room because I was exhausted and I felt weird. Like excited. I thought of that cute boy and got this feeling like my privates were doing circles. I wondered. How is it like? I locked my door and pulled down my skirt and thought "should I do this? Of course." And I began touching myself. It felt good, to say the least. But I felt awful and guilty. Why did I do that to myself?! I pulled up my skirt to wash my hands. I unlocked my door and as I was in the restroom washing my hands, I heard mom scream "STOP IT HURTS" and my stepdad saying "shut up bitch" followed by the bed creaking. I wondered if they were doing some weird kinky roleplay in bed. Oh well I have to sleep cya tmrw diary <3 -11/4/04