Cleone

Cleone's Monologue

I fell for a thousand guys but neither of them stays. One eat my heart as full then go.

I cry, I cry when he devoured my heart. I cry, I cry for the fool I am.

He thrown it apart like a punching bag then left. He slashed and makes it bleed then gone. He detonates and explodes until the heart guts was scattered then dispersed. He put it back and stole then run.

It was like a confession scene in the movie then a grievous goodbye I wasn't expected it was happen. I love him back with all I had but all I received were pain.

Isn't it ironic how my love feels like a cycle. A cycle that won't end nor break.

I tried crying for two or probably fifteen but it was a tear for nothing. A tear that has been preserved inside my two naked and sinful eyes that we're bust.

Looking back wasn't easy because healing for me is not so fast. People would say I'm sensitive but they don't know how devastating that makes me.

I would never want to be weak, fragile and broken, but the thing is I don't want to be so strong.

It's funny when you're alone in the dark with no one beside you and the only voice you heard was your own.

No one's gonna save you. Not even you. Not even yourself. I want someone to help me. But no one seems to care. I've been hurt too many times

It's getting hard to bare. I keep hoping someday I'll find someone who cares. But each time I get close, the other shoe will loose

I can't take anymore heartache. I can't bear anymore scars. But each time I see someone. Someone like you, my heart falls

I hope someday I'll learn. Learn to say no. To fall in love. To not care anymore.

I wish it was over. I wish it would just end. I've had my fill of love
More than my fair share. I wish I could go back. Back before the pain. To when everything was okay

I can't keep on being me. It's just not who I wanna be. I wish that I could. Just be anyone but me