The story of a boy named Anthony

if I could tell him

Anthony, if I could tell you all the things I wished I could have told you before you went, I could talk forever. I miss you so much and I wish your time hadn't come so soon. I miss you so much more than words could ever describe. I promise I'm naming my first son after you. Everyone I love knows exactly who you are. This is not goodbye it is just til we meet again. So much has changed without you here. I felt you on my bed a few nights ago, I could feel as you held my hand, I could feel your presence. I know you are still with me and for that I am thankful. I know you're doing everything you can to protect me. I miss you so much Anthony. I love you.