A Butterfly In Cage

ch 34 , changes

Author's Pov-----

Next day , In the morning

Sahil's mom was going to the temple to worship and she sees that her son is sleeping on the sofa , so she gets a little upset but goes to the temple....
After doing worship she goes to Reena and knocks on the door, and Reena opens the door.....

Reena's Pov-----

As I was crying the whole night, so I slept late , and suddenly mummy ji knocked on the door in the morning
And I opened it , and said

Sorry, mummy ji raat ko late soyi thi to , isliye jaldi nahi uth payi, aapko kuch kaam tha, i said

Nahi , me bs tumse kuch baat karna chahti thi tum free ho , she said

Haan mummy ji, aap bolye aapko kya baat karni thi,
and she held my hand and took me in the room , which was
Full of paintings

Jaanti ho ye kon hai, she said

I looked carefully and said,
Mummy ji ye to meri paintings hai, pr ye yaha kya kar Rahi hai aur kisne banai hai , I said

Aur kisne banai hogi, tumare sahil ke alawa, , she said

I was speechless after hearing that and she spoke again

Reena, me janti hu ki tum sahil se pyar nahi karti, aur me ye bhi janti hu ki usne tumse jabardasti shadi ki hai ,
Pr mujhe uski in sabhi harkato se mujhe koi aitraaz ( problem)
Nahi hai , janti ho kyu , she said

And I nodded my head in no sign, and she laughed a little and said

Mujhe uski in harkato se isliye problem nahi hai , kyuki ye 11 saalo ( years) me pehli baar hai jab usne mujhse baat ki hai , mujhe maa kaha hai ,

Varna jab se uske papa ki death Hui hai , usne mujhse baat nahi ki , janti hi kyu , she said

And I again nodded my head in no sign while saying nahi

Vo isliye kyuki jab uske papa ki death Hui , tab me Tut chuki thi , khud ko sambhalna mushkil ho gya tha mere liye, isliye mene ek N.G.O join kiya, vaha mene apna pura time bitaya Bina ye soche samjhe ki , sahil ko bhi meri jarurat hogi , kyuki uske pass prakash tha use sambhalne ke liye

Aur vahi meri sabse badi galti thi, vahi time tha jab mene apne haste khelte sahil ko kho diya

Pr jab se tum uski zindagi me aayi ho vo vapas se hasne laga hai , muskurana laga hai , kisi ki parvaah karne laga hai , aur mujhse baat karne laga hai

Jab tumne apna pehla kadam iss ghar me rakha tha tab usne mujhse kaha tha

" Maa , meri Rooh ka khayal rakhna, use maa ki kabhi yaad mat aane Dena "

Aur Bs tabhi se me samjh gyi thi , ki vo tumse kitna pyar karta hai

Isliye me tumse bs itna hi kahungi ki , tum usse pyar nahi karti to mat karo , par Kam se Kam use samjhane ki koshish to Karo ,
Please Reena use bs ek moka do , tumse pyar karne ka , mujhe pura yakeen hai vo tumhe bohot khush rakhege
And she left me alone in the room after saying those things

After listening to sahil's mom, I thought a lot about my behaviour, and didn't even come out of the room for 2 hours

And after thinking 2 hours about sahil and his behaviour,
I realised, that I should give him a chance and
I went to him
, and saw that he was still sleeping on the sofa

I took his right hand ( injured hand ) in my hand and he suddenly woke up and took his hand back saying

Don't touch me biwi , I don't deserve you , I don't deserve you at all , because I have hurt you, he said looking down

So you do know, that you have hurt me , I said

Hmmmm, he said without looking at me

Since you already know that you have hurt me , then why don't you let me go , and let me live my life and you live your life too without me

It's not that, I. Don't want to live without you, it's just that I can't live without you, ( Aisa nahi hai ki me tumhare Bina rehna nahi chahta bs baat itni si hai ki me tumhare Bina reh nahi pata ) he said

I feel suffocated biwi , without you around me , I feel like something is killing me inside,
And that's why I don't let you go away from me, because it hearts here , he said pointing finger at his heart

Itna pyar karte ho mujhse, I asked

Hmmmm, he said

To me jo kahungi vo karoge , I said

Hmmm, he nodded

And I held his hand and took him in the room and
There I bandaged his hand and changed his shirt too
Because it was all red by blood and I asked him to sit on the bed and went down to grab some food

He was waiting for me like a child on the bed, I went towards him and fed him the food with my own hands

He was just looking at me with cute puppy eyes

After feeding him the food, I slept on his lap and said

I am tired of running, please don't hurt me again and I fall asleep after saying that

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