DIARY OF THOUGHTS

cause we're all mortals

It had happened with me a lot that I don't see people anywhere for a minute and I really really pray and wish that everyone have vanished in thin air, that I've woken up all alone. This is a poem about how my fear would change its' course and how it might affect me in short term, if this wish of mine came true. How wonderfully and with full force would it dawn upon me, that mine, our, humanity's existence, it's really just a speck in the universe.

It's raining down the pavement, i hear the silence loud, 

it's been some time, since i last discerned a sound, 

it has been like this, for a month or two, 

i was keen for a week, then felt the loneliness soft-shoe, 

if you question one half of me, this is her dream come true, 

but the other half says, i wish i never knew, 

that we all perish once, and everything's finite, 

cause i've always sought what's next, cause i've always sought this, 

but now that i see no more street lights, i fear the factories would blow up, 

without maintenance nothing goes on, and i know no face would show up, 

just my first lover remains, still spinning around, 

and i realize this too, it won't be long before we part, 

as the moon and me, we are both mortals too