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I've been venting in my journal for a while now , it's been a week since ive talk to tasia .. we are still together but I put 2 and 2 together and got 6 she lied to me more than once and I'm not feeling that .. right now it's summer time and I feel bad but I don't know ..

dialing mywife4eva

hey raji tasia said secretly

why you talking like that and let me see your face ? I said trying to see who in the background

im kinda of busy..  naw I'm playing wsp baby I'm whispering because dream and melody is sleeping

ohh im sorry but I need to talk to you it's serious..

oh okay you want me over there or you coming over here ?

I'll drive to you see you in about 15 ?

yeah the door will be unlocked tasia said while smiling

okay.. I hung up I kept practicing my speech over and over again and decided whatever come to heart it'll pour out .. I grab my keys kissed my mama bye and left

As I arrived I hesitated but I follow through and opened the door

welcome to my place baby tasia said as she hugged me

nobody's home so come in ..

nobody? You live with people? I said looking confused

yeah my best friend Dani and gabi I thought I told you this .. tasia said

must have slipped your mind.. now come on cause this is on my chest and it like a anchor.. im on the verge to lit a blunt.. I said making her realize how serious I was

oh is all she said she straightened up and started listening..

okay.. I can't help but notice how many time you have lied to me.. 1 you said you dated a boy when got raped.. but we saw a female that you were MARRIED to at that time of the rape .. 2 you had twin daughters and let me think you had one .. and you do like small lies that don't really matter anymore but those what I just listed it's bothering and making me feel like you lie too much for me I said all in one breath..

mama I did lie but not in that way.. belle is a man.. well use to be his name was bobby and we was married but after we divorced and he got melody he transformed into a girl.. I know I said he's pregnant but HE isn't pregnant but the surrogate is that's why i said she's pregnant.. I didn't tell you I had twin daughters because i had a NDA with Bobby but since "Bobby" is not longer here it became ineffective and a lot of people still don't know.. anything else that I can help ease your mind with tasia said smiling as she rubbed my arm

yes.. please tell me all your secrets that can affect our relationship please.. like right now I said as I sallowed hard

Okay.. im not 18 im 19 .. my name is what I told you .. let's see umm my sister died from a abusive relationship that's why I got mad at you for letting Kendall beat on you
umm I was raped not just at 17 aslo 11,13,16 ummm my mom used to burn cigarettes in my skin that's why im scared to show you my body.. umm I wassss water boarded before .. the list can go on I went through so much shit man that can mess up our relationship because everything that happened to me, made my trauma worse and I'm still not healed that's why im happy your communication is good and plus I could never lie to you and look you in your eyes at the same time.. tasia looked scared realizing I was crying

im so so sorry baby.. I just hugged her tightly and eventually she started crying too ..

baby I'm fine.. my life is better with you , your sister and my babies in it okay .. i don't lie to you I've never had ..

you just bent the truth and that's still not okay.. im just hurt that you did lie but I didn't know why you were lying so I'm sorry I said we just laid there dozing off

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a quick chapter for y'all..

im swamped with two books and I have 2 more ideas soo y'all ima need some help with what y'all want to read

ima let y'all have till tomorrow morning

• y'all think tasia lying about lying ?

• y'all see the communication skills between them !! 😆

• y'all think raji dtm ??

Let me know whatsup na..