I Smile

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I meant to tell you

But I didn't know you'd reach out before I would

You're saying you feel the same and

That you want us to try figuring it out together

How could i say no to that?

Half excitement

And half fear

Why take your words back?

Why limit the love?

Today I will smile

Even though it hurts, I'll smile

When I am with you

It's as if nothing happened

As if I am doing fine

That is how I should look

I will smile

I told you I'd keep it at that

That I was referring to friends

Like you were, now I smile

You are still the same

You've turned a blind eye to this

Just like I should have

The truth is,

I want more than that

I can't get over

That dazzling gaze of yours, but

Still, today I'll smile

Even though it hurts, I'll smile

When I am with you

It's as if nothing happened

As if I am doing fine

That is how it should be

I will smile

I told you that I felt like you

More than friends, less than a romance

I will lie and smile

Once I wave you goodbye

Once the sun sets, my state deteriorates

Today when I saw you I smiled

Even if it hurt, I smiled

'Till the last moment,

As if I had felt nothing

As if I had been doing fine

In order to stay with you forever

I hid my feelings

And like you, acted as if nothing happened

And I just smiled

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