meet me in the afterglow

To you, I can admit that I'm just too soft for all of it.

I see a lot of dragonflies through my window as I lie on my bed every morning between eleven to half past twelve,doing nothing.I can't bring myself to keep in touch with reality,its like my body stops and just wants rest.Occasionally though, I do end up writing.Over the years,I've grown to love poetry.But there's this quote I came across somewhere yesteday which said ,"I believed that I wanted to be a poet,but deep down I just wanted to be a poem."And to be honest, I think that wrecked me ,in all the right places.