dear diary.. - poems by ~H.J

dd1

i wish that i was crying in your arms.
instead of being a thousand miles apart.
i wish a night sky wasn't the closest i could get to you.
i wish i was better person and could avoid doing the things that i always do.
i desire a many things, you included.
but i don't deserve any of them.
so, i cry alone.
on a cold bathroom floor.
i look at the moon and hope my star is staring too.
i ruin things.
cause, that's just what i do.
soon enough, i won't even have you.