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chiraqmadetremani
bae

richamiri
yea ?

chiraqmadetremani
is it true ?

richamiri
...you believe jace ?

chiraqmadetremani
no bae, i'm just asking,
is it true ?

richamiri
yes it's true

richamiri
i hate my real name

chiraqmadetremani
why?

richamiri
my real name relates
to my traumatic ass past
before i got adopted. i got
adopted by che family. since
che real name, d'angelo chase.
i changed my name to amiri
chase.

chiraqmadetremani
bae, i didn't know that. 🙁
why didn't you tell me?

richamiri
i didn't want to be a charity case,
i hate talking about it. ian think
someone was gone bring up my dead
name and make me have to bring out
my trauma. i also didn't want you to look
at me and see a traumatized ass lil boy.
especially when me and che work so hard
to erase that name from me as a person.

richamiri
which is why i grew out my dreads and dyed
them. i also started to become more social
because i was known as that quiet shy kid elijah.
aaliyah was apart of the process too, when me and che had moved, she was the first person. we had became friends with because she use to go to our old school.
she was accepting of my change and was the reason.

richamiri
i started to talk to everyone in the group chat.
me and che moved schools, changed styles and
everything, took all this measure to change me
from elijah to amiri all to have it erase and
took away from me by fucking jace and von.

chiraqmadetremani
bae, i'm so sorry. i should've
believed you. i didn't know, all of that.
if i even know even half of that. i wouldn't
even questioned you.

richamiri
if i didn't even wanna tell you now,
why would i tell you when we first started dating?

richamiri
"ooh yeah, my real name is elijah
but don't call me that cause
i get war flashbacks of me getting
abused and raped"

richamiri
how does that sound tremani ?

chiraqmadetremani
amiri i didn't mean it like that ma

chiraqmadetremani
listen you know i suck at this.

richamiri
communicating ?

richamiri
yeah i know that's why i'm not mad

richamiri
you be trying

richamiri
it's ok. i don't really care now
i just wished you would've believed
me so i wouldn't even explain this.
but idc fuck jace and fuck von. i never liked
them in the first place cs von use to be DL and
tried to mess with me when he found out i was gay.
i wasn't finna be hiding with him, then come to
find out he came out after he started messing with harlem and aaliyah. i love my best friend but it's crazy asf to me that a month after me and von stop talking. a week after i post you on my page. her, von and harlem pop out, now i don't blame her cs she didn't know i use to mess with von.
i never liked jace cs he was mad at me when we started dating cs he wants you but he in a whole relationship with kentrell.