Realizing the truth is seeing no one is there on my behalF
Ego and pride only laugh with my used up staminA
Anything I do is just isint enough, so I become someone I'd abandoN
Losing is something I'm used to now it's the one thing I'm good atleasT
If I win one day, it would be me finally getting dementiA
Tired of everything and everyone, so I know I can only escape in dreamS
Yet my nightmares don't scare me for at least i know I'm safe living in my agonY
